Busy...busy...busy...

If you call me to describe one word for my third semester, i can only tell you "busy"...hahahaha...I came UPM for roughly 3 weeks and i did not get to go Midvalley at all...hahahha...i have been so busy visiting the farm, doing reports, meetings, taking care of my trees and vegetables...hahahaha...anyway i did enjoy going to the farm...hahahaha...i am currently planting onion and kangkung, then have been giving the responsibility to take care of 6 durian trees of 7 months old...hahahaha...got to make sure that the trees does not die because if die mean i am going to fail this practical result...so really have to put in effort...hahaha...starting from the month of September, many things happened around me...got good, bad, sad and happy things...anyway i learn a lot throughout this month...hopefully everything is fine now...exam is coming so got to study hard lo...hahaha...actually now i really wish for a motor...sigh...UPM is so big that i find it so difficult to walk...too many farm and they are not all in a place...it can happen to be fruit farm is on the South while vegetable farm is on the North...sigh...i turn darker and darker...i scare i might become Indian soon...hahaha...

Back to UPM...

The first thing when i reach UPM, i face water shortage...OMG...this is how UPM welcome me back...so damn sad as i not really can tidy my room properly cos no water...i want to mop the floor but no water...sigh...now even wan to get drinking water also a problem...hopefully water supply will be back soon...pray hard to God...

After reading back the one week lesson that i have miss, i did feel scared because this semester is much harder than previous semester...quite a lot of tests and practicals...hopefully i will be able to cope with it...shall work hard and less fun d...sad sad...hahahahaha...

Anyway at first plan next weekend only go back but seem like this time i forget 2 bring too many things d...i do not know why...very sad lo...maybe holiday too long till forget many things that are not in my room...i forget my toner, lotion and toothpaste and many more that not really important as compare to this...sigh...still thinking whether want to go back this weekend or next weekend...

I learn the most precious lesson...

If I recalled back last last time how I used to help my mum with her household chores, I realize that I am just helping only a very little things…the job as a housewife is not as easy as it seem…hahahaha…only when you are in the real situation, you understand something...I used to think that why my mum is being so busy at home that I hardly saw her take a rest…I will never forget last Monday, 12.9.2011, this is the day which I finally realize how hard the life of a mother…hahahaha…I will never forget that day because start from 9am till 3pm I have doing what a mother should do…offer food to God’s, wash clothes, hang clothes, boil water, prepare food for lunch, cook, bath my mum and few more that I cannot remember d…hahahahaha…i did manage to take a rest for few minutes then there will just be something to do...hahahaha...it was really a tiring day for me but I did learn a lot that day…thanks God for giving me this opportunity to learn what a precious lesson…hahahaha…I guess the next time I am back home, I shall help my mum to do as much work as I can…hahahaha…

I really want to go back study but suddenly my heart feels so heavy to leave my mum alone in the house…I do wish that I am still on holiday then I have no worries about my studies…I worried my mum being alone in the house…she must feel lonely without me by her side talking to her and taking care of her…I felt sad for myself too…I did want to go back UPM but I also do not want to leave my mum alone...sigh…as time approaching, I have mixed feeling…I am happy because I get to study but I also feel sad because I have to leave my mum…how I wish to keep her by my side all the time…what I can do now is to pray to God…
I hope that she is fine without me by her side…
I hope that she is always happy…
I hope that her wound can heal faster…
I hope that she can regain her energy and rest at home as long as she wants…
I am willing to do anything as long as my prayers is hear…Thanks God…^_^

My choice...

If you will be given another one week holiday, will you be happy?
I guess the answer should be yes, of course…^_^
However I did not feel that…

I see and read many of my friends who are now packing and feeling sad of leaving their hometown…most of us seem to refuse to go back study while me was given another 1 week holiday…hahahaha…I should feel grateful right…the reason is I have to take care of my mum who have just finish surgery…
Luckily my mum are now getting better so hopefully by the time I am really have to go back study, she can take care of herself…My brothers? If I really depend on them, the house will be in complete mess…so I have to stay at home not only take care of my mum but also to do all the household chores…at last I understand how great our mum is to in charge of the house…keeping a house in clean condition is quite a challenge…hahahaha…luckily I did manage to do it well…hahahaha…

I guess hardly there are people who can understand my feelings now…if nothing happens, then I should now be in my hostel room blogging about how I feel to be in UPM…hahahaha…sometimes things are just not in our control…I never thought that I would skip for a week classes…anyway this is my choice and i will never regret it…^_^

So fast my 4 months of holiday is going to end soon…I feel sad but at the same time also happy a bit…I am sad because I cannot take care of my mum when she really need me and happy because I can study back…4 months of holiday neither be short nor long…time just pass so fast that you barely follow up the speed…I guess I will just like to make a summary for my holidays…hahahaha…

SUMMARY OF MY 4 MONTHS HOLIDAY

May (the starting holiday month)
My holiday started and I feel so happy to be back Taiping and meet all my friends…this is the only month where I met majority of my friends…although we hardly got any big project that I can remember but I do met Sher-Lyn who going back Singapore at the end of the month…hahahaha…shall meet her back during next year CNY..

June (the slow and steady month)
Hahahahaha….I think for quite a long time to figure out what is happening during this month and I get nothings…hahahaha…maybe someone can let me know because I guess this month I stay most of the time at home, watching dramas and doing my university task…hahahaha…if I not mistaken there is this one times that we went out to Station One at night and really enjoy the music and games too…^_^

July (the most enjoyable month)
This month was quite nice…the first day of the month already went to Penang with Poh Juan, Txin and Li Chui…quite an enjoyable trip that I can still remember…hahahaha…then went to Sunway Lagoon with Txin, Khai Li, Jen Yong, Yan Ming, Jennifer, Poh Juan and Poh Juan’s friend, Alex…this trip was very fun…after a long long time I did not enter Sunway Lagoon, finally I get to go and I feel so excited…hahahaha…during that time get to met up with Cynthia, Shirleen, Khai Ming and Jun-Lyn was nice too…hahahaha…do not forget another trip to Ipoh with Txin, Jennifer, Poh Juan and Alex…that is also another nice trip to Ipoh…not only get to eat nice food, we also manage to visit beautiful temple in Ipoh…yeah…hahaha…

August (the fastest month)
To me, this month pass the fastest…the first of August, I started working and just yesterday that I end my works…so most of the time I spend was in my working place…but during this month I did went to Penang with Siew Yong, Txin, Jennifer and Jing Rui…quite nice too because we went to Gurney Drive to eat…hahahahaa…then there is few farewell gathering for Jane and Siew Yong…one back to Texas and the other one is Miri…oh not to forget a very nice and big sleepover at Txin house on the end of the month…that was also a very nice things…We chat and play all along then too bad that I have to work so I could not join them to Mcd for breakfast…hahaha…

THE END

1 more week to go…
Now I shall spend my last week in Taiping to the fullness…I have a lot of place to go and a lot of food to eat…hahahaha…hopefully my mum is going to get well soon and hopefully my coming semester will be more fun…hahahaha…I really miss studying and excited to meet my juniors…hahahaha…so fast I am now a senior…one last things, to my buddies, hopefully we will have lots of gathering in KL too...hahahaha…

I hate my current mood...

Recently been in a moody state most of the time...sigh...i hate my current mood and i cannot make myself happy...the main problem is i do not know the reason why i feel moody...maybe because i feel sick as i have been falling sick since holiday...sigh...i just hope i will be happy back again soon...please go away my moody mood...i hate it!!!!!

I do not know why out of sudden i will be in an emo state...hopefully by writing out my current mood will make it disappear from me as fast as possible...I know i can do it!!! all i need is time...

Hong Kong Drama...

Maybe it is due to recently being spend most of the time watching Hong Kong drama, I start to feel that Hong Kong drama is kind of boring...hahahaha...maybe it is also because I watch too fast that is why I hardly can remember the drama...I also started to feel that the background prop of the Hong Kong drama really not good...I can say almost 80% of the drama background is fake...their budget is so low that makes the whole drama boring...the only thing that I am impress is the actors and actress...they are really good because they tried to improve the overall standard of the drama...if without them, I think Hong Kong drama will not be that nice any more...but the storyline of Hong Kong drama is getting boring...hardly there is anything memorable that I can remember after watching the drama...I watch quite a number of Hong Kong drama since my holiday start and I can hardly remember any nice parts that want me to watch them for the second time...I cannot say it is about my speed of watching the drama because even watching Korean and Taiwan drama, there is part that I would love to watch again...Korean drama is far more interesting including the background and the look of the Korean people are also better looking...hahahaha...sigh...started to feel disappointed with Hong Kong drama...so I am now planing to quickly complete watching few more Hong Kong drama and then can delete from my movie collection d...then i can look forward for Korean drama...hahahaha...

Recover with some memories...

Last Monday was my last day of wrapping the pampers and I felt extremely tired that day but still going out at night with friends…I am still fine with this but just one day after Monday, I catch a mild cold but I again go out to Txin house to watch Jay Chou concert…hahaha..of course through DVD in her home…then the next day, I felt dizzy and slight fever…so as usual I know what to do that is eat panadol and let myself rest…but the mild fever just come and go and come again…hahaha…in the evening I felt okay but at night I start to feel dizzy and my cold still have not fully recover…so again take medicine and rest…hahahaha…early morning, my bro wake me up cal me to bring him to work…that time I felt okay again so I just get up as I also felt that I sleep too much…hahahaha…but after came home, I felt not really good…again feeling uncomfortable but not as worse as yesterday…I planned to go visit doctor at 10am but no helmet so cannot follow my second bro out…so I rest again and planned to visit the doctor at 2pm…my mum phone me at 10.30am and told me that if I follow my bro out later then I have to wait till 3pm only will have doctor…you know yesterday is Friday which explained everything…hahahaha…so I continue to sleep and kind of lazy want to wait for so long so I give up on meeting the doctor at 2pm…my mum say if really not well then she bring me meet the doctor at 7pm…actually I am feeling much better already but not yet fully recover…my friends did called me out yesterday but I think I really cannot and I got thought of go someone funeral but at last I gave up also…after dinner, my mum gave me flu medicine to eat and I fall asleep after that…hahaha…I think I slept from 8.30pm yesterday till 6.30am today….woke up morning because bring my mum to market…of course drive car because I scare the morning breeze might cause me to fell sick again if I drive motor…hahaha…anyway thanks God as I finally recover…

Suddenly feeling weird of what I am thinking yesterday…if I can still recalled, I found it weird…as I fell asleep, I recalled back the time I in UPM; when I sit the bus to main campus, when I have been alone in the library studying and the time in my hostel room watching movie and also chatting with roommates and course mates…I also think back of the time I had with my buddies at a lot of places; Tambun Lost World, Gua Tempurung and shopping at Queensbay Mall…hahahaha…suddenly missed all this moment together…I am now getting use to the life in Taiping, I do not know what will happen when I have to go back to UPM…maybe homesick and missed my buddies again but at the same time excited as i can learn more of my courses and graduated…although I do not know what my future might be, I am going to face it bravely…even though in the future I might end up working at the field not related to my course, I will try my best to do for the best…hahahaha…

So to my friends,
Do not think so much of what your future might be…do not worry too much of what you will be in the future…as long as you been able to live each and every day with no regrets; you have did the best for yourself…hahahaha…crapping again but this is what I always told myself…I am now trying to live my life with no regrets but I just feel that my life is some kind of boring…hahahaha…

How your future will be?

This thought came in my mind today…suddenly feeling curious of my future…hahahaha…now I lead a not really exciting yet not really boring life…sigh…other than eating, sleeping and bathing, I will just online, read books and watch drama…sigh…been repeating this kind of life since holiday…I do went out with friends for movies, drink and recently is picnic…it is this part that add to the exciting point of my life…I know human being will never satisfied with what they have…when you are given this, you ask for that…so when you get that more than you wish for, than you will hope to get back this…hahaha…actually I am describing myself…for examples, if I everyday went out with friends, I will miss the time staying at home and vice versa…just the same as a single person will always hope to find a partner because they do not want to stay single and yet for some people who are now currently couple might wish to go back to their single life…this is my today thought…this thought always come in my mind, I want to kick it out because it make me feel life is kind of boring but I know maybe I need to use my whole lifetime to get rid of it…never mine I know this thought will disappear soon but also will reappear again…hahahaha…

It's my luck...

Hahaha…I am sooooo happy today…yesterday feel so tired and sad because of that job but today is vice versa…hahaha…they told me that they had made a mistake, I was actually require to pack 35 boxes instead of 105 boxes…hahahaha…I was shocked at first to listen this then they confirm with me and I feel happy and relieve…hahahaha…I was told to wrap according to 3 sizes of the pampers…so now I just left M size which is out of stock…that is why tomorrow I am off…the stock for M size will only come on Thursday and since I already finish packing L and XL so tomorrow off day for me…hahaha…but now I think back, I actually wasted 1 extra day because 35 boxes can finish in 2 days time…hahaha…plus my skill improve today, I can pack per box with just 22 minutes…hahaha….so today is not as tired as yesterday but I still clumsy because I injured my leg…hahaha…yesterday is my left hand, today my right leg turn…anyway just a small bruises and feeling slightly pain but still I can walk…hahahaha…oh ya not to forget, I also going to have sore throat soon…sigh…

Time do pass really fast…I guess another few weeks my friends who study private universities are going to study their new coming semester…how come this is so fast…too fast that I have end 1 month out of 4 months of my holiday…so I just left 3 months but I think is no longer holiday for me because the coming months I will be working d so hardly be able to enjoy that much…actually I do feel a bit sad because at first I thought my this holiday is going to be very fun with friends outing and gathering but everything just seem normal…nothing very exciting happens that I want to say…I am not saying that I do not enjoy my holiday with my friends and family, I did enjoyed but there just lack of something…something that I do not know how to describe…hahahaha…

My so called part time job...

Sigh...after 1 month holiday break, I get to feel back the tiredness of working…the past month I have been sitting at home, surfing internet, watching dramas and doing house works so today I went to work as a part timer to wrap pampers in my relatives shop…I have to wrap 105 boxes of pampers into smaller pack and they will pay me RM 120…no time limit…they just want me to complete packing all this and you will get the pay…so depends on yourself to work for how long…sigh…here comes the sad thing…yesterday, before I know anything about my job, I thought I will be able to complete this task in 3 days but sigh…cause today I only be able to complete 17 boxes so I calculated that if I can only complete an average of 16 boxes per day then I got to spend 6 and a half days to complete everything…aiyo…then I feel myself not worth to work for so long and only get RM120…I consider this is so far my most tired job…I have been packing the pampers from 9am till 6.30pm…I tried my best to pack as fast as possible but I think the fastest I can do is 30 minutes per box… while I pack, I recalled all my previous job…at least they involved communication so I will not feel that bored but this time I am the only one doing this…I am doing this all by myself…impress with myself for not talking for so long…hahahaha…for the first few hours I still feel okay but after lunch, I started to feel bored but my hand cannot stop…that is why now my left hand feel super damn tired…I think this is due to never work for quite some time, so not feeling good with my left hand…sigh…I do think of giving up but this is so hard…I have promise and agree to take that job so I cannot give up so easily…I try to give encouragement to myself and even imagine of that day where I manage to pack till the last boxes; I feel so happy …hahaha…funny right…anyway this is it for today…
I am sure you all will hardly be able to know what exactly I am doing…wrapping pampers sound easy but you will not feel that if you are working alone…hahahaha…so friends, I will tell you a further details when we meet again k…Gambateh, Serena!!! I know I can do it!!!! ^_^

My thought of today...

Since I am so free at home now…I think I will try my best to spend some time for storybooks and also my blog…hahaha…so I just want to share my thought of today with you all…

Early morning around 6 something, my mum woke me up to bring her to Tesco…hahaha…the weather was cold so I decide to drive car go there and luckily my mum agreed too…this is the first time I shop at Tesco for so early, as if the whole Tesco was being booked by me…no one is there except the workers…hahaha…so just my mum and I in the supermarket and that is all also because of the promotion for a detergent call TOP…sigh…early morning woke up just to buy this…so we brought 7 packets of TOP...sounds crazy right… hahahaha…bad luck is we forget that today is Saturday so no plastic bag…hahaha…thanks to mum also for saying that we only want to buy TOP so no need to take the trolley…sigh…I have to carry 4 bags weigh 3 kg each to walk back to my car…so as I walk, due to so heavy and my hand hardly can hold it; suddenly came a thought of how nice it is if there is man to help us…hahahaha…I feel so funny to have this kind of thought…

Do you know sometimes I just wish there is someone I can depend on…someone who can help me when I am in need for help maybe just helping me carry heavy things…I feel myself too independent…I learn to fix the electric switch because the guys in my family just love to drag things…when you call them to do it, they will never do it on the spot…so I get fed up and I learn it by myself…I do not like this but I have to do it…sigh…every time when I face any problems, I will just figure it out myself…my mind automatically will find alternatives for me to settle the problems…I guess this is because of my mum too…thanks to my mum for training me up to become independent…hahaha…since secondary, I have to settle my problems by myself...I learn to arrange which tuition shall I take and my transportation to tuition too…unlike nowadays teenager who have parents bringing them to school and tuition; taking care of their children so much…I am not saying that my mum does not love me but I know she has her ways of loving me…as I grows up, I start to realize and clear with what my mum is doing…that is why I feel myself is mature, at least more mature than my two elder brothers…hahaha…people usually say that the youngest is the most childish and love pampers…that is why some of my friends thought I was the elders in the family…hahaha…I can feel that too because sometimes I have to take care of my brothers more than they taking care of me…I was so jealous to people who have brothers that loves and take care of their younger sister…hahaha…how I wish my brothers will be like that too…hahaha…sound impossible right…hahaha…

Maybe you all will think that women nowadays should be independent…I agree too but there is just sometimes where women hope for someone to rely on…I just do not want to be too independent…hahaha…

Updated...

Today my friend told me to update my blog so as her wish I did it...hahaha...honestly said what that have been written here is only part of me...maybe only 85% of myself while the other 15%, I would like to be kept in mystery...something that sometimes I also do not understand…I guess you all know what I mean…maybe there is people who really understand themselves so much but not for me…I do not 100% understand of myself…sometimes I just feel weird with what I have done…hahaha…

To my buddies, I maybe kind, loving, caring, hardworking and sometimes crazy but to my university mates, I am a mystery girl…hahaha…that is what I have heard from my roommate…she told me that I am so mystery, I heard them told stories involve every aspect – family, friend, education and love but hardly they will be able to hear story from me…hahahaha…

Sometimes I do prefer to just listen because I know WORDS can be a dangerous weapon…you must learn how to use it properly…otherwise it will only brings bad impacts to you…there is once ago this WORDS had bring me sadness, guilt and regret…so I have promise and tell myself that I am not going to repeat the same mistake…

Just only know my second semester result…”Thanks” to one of my course mate who took results so importantly…it is she who told me that result is out and as usual she will ask the same question…I know she treat me as one of her competitor…honestly say I do not like this kind of situation…sometimes it make you feel stress…I want to enjoy my life…I do not want to go university just to get good grade, at least I hope I can balance between my social life and education…so far so good…of course my this semester results have dropped and if I say I feel nothing, confirm that sentence is not said from my mouth…hahaha…I do feel kind of sad but I accept my results…I know the effort that I had put in my second semester so this is the results…what I can do is to work even harder for the coming semester…I know my following semester might be more busy but hopefully I can cope with it…eh I cannot hope but is a must to me…I must make sure that I can handle both my university activities and results well…I know I can do it…hahahaha…

P/S: recently there is some idea appearing in my mind…maybe shall do some handicraft for my collection soon…hahahaha…

Summer's Desire

This is the first time i want to review about a Taiwan drama called Summer's Desire...this drama was introduced by my cousin sister...she told me that this drama was not bad, worth watching, at least for once...my first impression towards this drama was not really good because of Barbie Hsu...hahaha...not really like Barbie Hsu acting but after watching this drama, i was impress with Barbie Hsu acting...i couldn't think of anyone else that suit her character in this drama...i am not going to like Barbie Hsu anyway but i really enjoy watching her act in this drama...

Of course there will be people who after watching this drama will feel okay only or boring or so so only...i am not going to say that this drama is very nice but i enjoyed watching this drama...at least for the first time i feel that Taiwan drama does not drag that much and every episodes is not bad; it only contains 14 episodes...if i not mistaken, there is only 1 episode that i feel quite boring, the rest was okay...although the starting part i feel blur but soon i get to understand what the story is about...hahaha...it is a love story anyway...a very special love story about two guys who so deeply in love with a girl...i think i like to watch those love movies that show how deeply in love a guy/girl towards their love ones...i found that this drama focus on love more than anything...i like the "young master" in this drama...he shows me how deeply he is in love with Barbie Hsu...he is willingly to use any methods to get the one he loves...maybe after you all watched, you will feel that he is overbearing, high ego or wicked but i feel this is all because of love...he put love more than anything...hahahaha...

Anyway it's up to you whether you want to watch it or not, whether you feel nice or bad...i just feel love is a very special things that happens in human being...some may thinks love is complicated; love is blind; love is tiring but to me love is sweet...as long as you know how to love a person, love will make you alive...so i hope i can fall in love...of course not now, but maybe in the future...hahaha...

I've came back Taiping!!!

It have been a week I'm in Taiping...of course i have go out several times with my friends...one word to describe enjoy...hehehe...but this time i came Taiping, i cannot just relax and have fun everyday...of course i got to work, this is what i will always do when i have holidays...moreover this time i have 4 months holiday, impossible to call me just stay at home and watch movies...i feel guilty and wasting my time...hahaha...so anyway i sure have to search for job soon but i have another work to do...something that requires me to face the computer almost whole day...sigh.. i am very impress with those who can face the computer 24 hours...hahaha...somehow i manage my time quite well so i have no problem with my task so far...i manage to pass up on time to my leader and in the meantime i still go out with my friends...hahaha...now trying to complete my task for this week then i can have fun for no worries...i am still waiting for more friends to come back Taiping and we will have party once more...hahaha...just only tidy up my room and recall back all those memories i have been through...it's memorable and i feel grateful for i still keep those sweet memories with me...hahahaha...

Recently i have another new hobby...maybe it is due to my course so i loves gardening now...hahaha...First semester i have been to the farm and do gardening but second semester, i always stay in lab...never been to the farm throughout the semester...
Before i came back, my mum been asking me how to propagate peppermint and pandan...so i just briefly told her the way and what type of soil should use...hahaha...then when i came back, i saw the plants and hope that i can save them back...hahaha...i quickly change the soil medium and ask my mum not to water that plant so much of water...this is because i could not find a proper vase so i am using a container without hole at the bottom...so we cannot water the plant too much because excessive water will not be able to flow out but for few consecutive days i saw the plants is flooded with water...i ask my mum why u keep watering the plants...she said "I scare the plant will die, if wait you water, the plants died long time ago.Some more ee poh said must always water the plants." sigh and i replied "Mummy, do you know the plants will also die due to excessive water intake, the plants will die of drowning.I think no hope d la this plants all." My mum just laugh and said she will buy a new one and just let me do with it...so now the new plants grow well and i hope the pandan can grow too...i really enjoy gardening...hahaha...watching them grow with new roots and leaves, i feel so happy...hahahaha...

Desperate for love????

I was just wondering is that true that every singles especially girls are desperate for love…recently I heard from my friends that they want to have a date; they want love; they want somebody to care for them…

I was shock at that moment because there was also one time when I had this kind of thought but soon this thought fade…so out of sudden my friends asking me for advice…hahaha…I also do not know how to advise them…what I can do is to tell them how to handle this kind of thought…hahaha…

I know how this thought came…it is because of the surrounding…when most of your friends have at least experienced what love is, courtship and dating stage…so of course you who remain singles since the day you born will feel sad, lonely and maybe jealous towards them…all those questions will pop up in your mind; Why I can’t be like my friends to have a date? Why are there no guys who like me? When will I meet my prince charming? When you cannot find the answer then you will look for somebody to give you the answers…of course I did advise my friends as how I had advise myself…hahaha…

My friend told me that it is because of her looks or her body that make her still single but this is not true…obviously it is a false statement…it is fate and destiny that control everything…of course everything is in God’s hand…you cannot rush in finding your true love…

There are people who asking me how is the feeling of falling in love? Hahaha…can you, my friends who have fall in love before answer this question… I had once asked one of my friends who is so deeply in love on this questions…guess what’s her answer? She told me that she do not know how to answer…so how do you expect me to answer when I have zero experience in love…hahaha…I can just briefly told how is it based on what have been told by love dramas…I am still wonder is that really true when you fall in love with someone, you feel heart beating extremely fast when talking to that person…hahaha…I guess there will be still some time for me to really find out the answer…

For my friends, I look like a love expert but the truth is I never involved in any relationship…hahaha…that is just so funny…one of my wise friend told me about something that I start to realize and agree with him…he said that hardly a woman will be able to find her true love with just first love; a woman can only find her true love is after 2 to 5 times of involving herself in a relationship; women learn to become more clever to choose their ideal partner with every break up but the MOST WISE woman is those who are still single but have listens lots of stories from her friends who always in a relationship…^_^

Past Memories…Sweet Memories…

Hahaha…yesterday I thought I was suppose to start study at around 11pm but end up I look back those past photos that I have taken with my Convent girls and also Hua Lian friends…hahaha…all those sweet memories will live forever in our mind…even though there are some memories that I have forgotten but once I saw back the photos, my memories are back…hahaha…I was so miss those past memories…memories of friends gathering, birthdays, lantern festival and also graduation photos… those photos are just so sweet and enjoyable to have a look…from that photos, I also realize many things have change especially people…I saw some of my friends turn prettier while some still remain the same… for myself? I tin no difference…maybe I just change my hairstyle but I still feel I am still look the same…there are people who called me to keep long hair…they said I look better when long hair…is that true? I doubt…

At last, I am back...

This is the longest period i stop blogging...as usual reasons like busy, exams, poor internet connection and many more are the reasons to explain it..honestly say i was really very busy with my university society, exams, quiz, presentation, reports and assignments...so now i am clear with all this things, that is why i am able to blog back again...hahaha...i am grateful for i enjoyed better in my second semester...although works are more but friends also increase...among course mates, we are getting better together, laugh, talk and even jokes around...hahaha...that is a good sign...
now i am studying for my finals, then maybe i will have fun for few days...then got to work already...otherwise my coming semester, i am going to eat bread and stay in hostel only...this is scary man...hahahaha...my finals finish on 8th May but i will be in Taiping on 12th May...hahaha...this is because i am going to spend my time with my room mates to Malacca...yeah...great at last can go Malacca d...hahaha...
During my semester break, i will try to find as much money as possible...i got plenty of things to buy...camera, clothes, accessories and many more...hahaha..hopefully i will be able to find a job soon....
hopefully my finals is not going to be very hard...hahaha...i cannot wait to go back Taiping and meets my friends...hahahaha...miss you, gays so much!!! ^_^

A boring Life?

I am sure many of us do heard about life is short so we must live to the fullness but how many of you all really feel that you are having a great life now? There will be people who are really enjoying their current life but this does not happens to me...of course i am not saying that i lead a boring life now...it is just that i feel my life is some kind of dull...i define my boring life not in the sense of the courses i am taking but it's the surrounding environment that make you feel so tired...if you do not understand how i feel, that is fine because i am also feeling myself sometimes just like to have this kind of weird feeling...hahahaha...actually i have this kind of feeling this some times ago and i wonder why i am telling it out today...hahaha...maybe it is due to my today's mood which wants me to say it out...hahahaha...anyway have a nice day everyone! ^_^

Welcome back to life in university...

Another 8 hours and i will be heading back to UPM...sigh...why i sigh? do i feel excited for the coming semester two? during my secondary time, i used to feel nervous and excited when there is school reopen...the day before i will hardly be able to fall asleep as i will be wondering what is going to happen? As usual meeting new friends and learning new things...so this time i did feel the same but i also feel so sad for i have to leave my hometown soon and my beloved hometown friends who spend most of our times going out together during the 1 month holiday break...hahahaha...let me just recalled what i have been doing during this holiday...

i start my holiday earlier than my others friends so i went back to my hometown and spend the time on movies and online...then i start to work as a part timer in a fair and then went back to work at my old workplace...then we have a great BBQ Christmas party at Tee Xin house on 23rd December...that was a great party...everyone enjoy at that day and many of our secondary classmates meet up together on that day...going to have this kind of party every year...hahahaha...after tat almost everyday been going out with my friends until my mum call me just stay at my friends house will do...hahahaha...felt sorry for making my mum angry a few times...hahahaha...during Christmas eve, have just a small outings with friends to lake garden...next will be the Form 6 gathering at Prima cafe...i considered it to be quite fun too...spending time talking with friends and meeting those who have long been seen...

tonight is the last night my holiday in Taiping...it is already 2am and yet i still cannot sleep...maybe i just do not want to waste my time sleeping...i rather sleep in the bus...hahahaha...

My first semester was kind of boring...i hardly got any sweet memories excluded when i carry out my practical which is like planting trees and going out for an activity held by my co-curriculum course...so when i think of what is going to be like in semester 2, i hardly can think of anything...hahahaha...my semester 2 does not have many core subject which means i will be having less time doing practical on plantation but rather spend most of the time memorizing facts...sigh...will it be more boring than semester 1? hopefully is a NOT...hahahaha...what is on my mind which make me feel boring is, i spend most of my time facing 4 walls in my room, maybe sometimes did talk with my room mates and sometimes successfully being able to online in my room...hahahaha...other than that will be watching movies and reading books...sigh...kind of boring life right...hahahahaha...so i am going back to that life tomorrow...hahahaha...last but not least, hopefully i can keep up with my study and get excellent result for the coming exams...hopefully there will be some unforgettable memories in semester 2...hahahaha...

ALL THE BEST, MY DEAREST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!