Thursday, December 16, 2010

Happy and Unexpected...

I would like to thank God for everything...so glad that i manage to get much better result for my finals than i expected...overall was good...i still hardly can believe that i score this result for my first semester...hahahaha...i do not think that i really study so much for this finals...i was more relax and lazy than when i was studying for my STPM...hahaha...of course i will say this is much much easier than STPM...hahaha...anyway i will keep up for my coming semester...hopefully i will be able to maintain my requirement...i will bear in mind that the coming semester will become harder and harder so i must also work harder for it...hahahaha...Thank God...^_^

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Better hurry up...

Yesterday when i had dinner at Pizza Hut with my friends, Txin,Jenn,Jing Rui,Sher Lyn, Yling and Khai Li, only then i realize that only left 2 weeks before i go back to university...Oh my goodness...the time pass so fast and yet i hardly spend times with my friends...hahahaha...at that time only i start to calculate what are the things i still have not complete and yet time left is just so limited so i got to be hurry up...^_^

Things i got to do before i go back university...
1)i want to buy new clothes for Chinese New Year.
2)i want to go for a trips with my friends.
3)i want to rest at home a day before i go back study.
4)i want to buy storybooks.
5)i want to go for a day trip(food hunt) to anywhere.

Anyway i guess after this Sunday, hopefully i will be able to spend my time to do all the things...hahahaha...we do have plans for trips and what we got to do now is to wait for the time when everyone are available...hahaha...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

My opinion...

I am back again to have some words for my blog...something which i very long ago want to say it out...do not think that it is something secret or happy things to share...it is somehow not a very good thing about women of these days...i heard from aunt, friends, my mum and my mum's friends...even i, myself also realise this situation...

"MOSTLY NOWADAYS WOMEN ARE JUST BEING SO LAZY"

First of all, i got no intention to offence anyone...maybe some of you will think that this statement is wrong so everything is up to you all to see this matter...an example to prove this statement is women lazy to do house works...i do not mean those heavy housework like wash clothes with your hand, cooking, mop the floor with ur hand...what i mean is just simple household chores like sweep the floor, hang clothes, fold clothes, wash plates ad many more...some of them just being so selfish to just only wash her plates, cook also only cook for herself...i hate this kind of women...

That is why majority of the aunt said "nowadays daughter-in-law are just so "xin fu/ho mia", no need to do housework, no need to cook, wake up late, some even no need to take care of their child...not like them last time when they just married, they have to wake up early morning to prepare food for the family, by evening must finish cleaning up the house, waiting husband home"...i heard this almost 4 to 5 times ...hahahaha...

i do feel pity for those aunt but what they said are indeed true...i saw this before...i think this is the effect of women receive education and lack of parental care too...i will not say thess are the main cause but it do make sense to be one of the cause for women being lazy...when women receive education, some of them feel that they are smart so they will not do household chores which they feel is a waste of time...some is because parents never ask their daughter to learn how to do those household chores...nowadays parents too pampered their children..they are over protective about their child safety...that is why some teenager almost going to adult life and yet still do not know how to cook instant noodle and even fried egg...

Some of my friends told me that the guys should also help to do household chores, why must only girls to do all this while the guy can shake their legs, sit down on the sofa and watch movies...this is not fair...hahaha...i can only agree partially about what my friends suggest...anyhow all depends on both guy n girl...an example, a couple who live to together, if both of them also being so lazy to do house works then who is going to clean the house...maybe you all will think that i show bias but i do agree that i am slightly a traditional woman...unless the guy can show me that he can did house works better than women, then i will have no opinion on women being lazy at home...

P/S-i would like to apologize if it did offence you but this will only prove that you are belong to this kind of person...i do hope that women can be smart in the meantime being hardworking and responsible to their own family...^_^

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

The end of semester 1...

I am now supposed to study for my finals but I choose to spend some time to say out what I have gained and learn throughout my first semester in UPM...

I am proudly to say that I have no regrets in choosing the course, Bachelor of Horticulture in UPM...I love this course...^_^
So far I really gain a lot of new experiences about plants...I know the ways and have tried to propagate plants...I have been to a turf grass farm and it is really fun...hahaha...
I learn to speak more confidently during my presentation...^_^
In order to know more friends, I join several activities held in UPM...
I was just like majority of the girls who is still single wishing to find the other partner in university but I guess I get to know more about myself since I come UPM...so I am telling my dearest friends that I guess my another part is not in UPM...hahahaha...
To make it clear, UPM does have more girls than guys and guys who look or act more like girls but UPM do have good looking real guys...hahahaha...maybe you all can say me as kind of choosy but I think my another part is not in UPM....this is my sixth sense k...hahahaha...

However....
Sometimes I do feel moody and lonely for I still could not be able to find a close friend to share my sweet and sorrow...I miss my hometown friends, my buddy...^_^...they are still the best...I enjoy talking with them even just in msn...I miss those sweet memories where we have fun from morning till late midnight, spending time go shopping and watch movie...even though I do have this with my course mates but it is totally different...
We do really meet people from all walks of life...each person have their own character so it is not an easy task to get well with everyone...I do try my best to just be myself but sometimes you will just find it so difficult...
Sometimes they are very good with you but the next day they might just act as if you have did something wrong to them...
Some of them are revengeful, they remember what you did to them and will say it out sometimes or return back to you what you have did to them...
Some of them just like to act innocent as if they are still in primary school...
Some of them just feel not grateful for what they have got, they keep complaining this and that...sigh...I do advise them to be grateful but they just refuse to hear...
Some of them are too stubborn, when they say one; you can never say two...
Some of them like to praise themselves as if scare that I might win them...

Hahahaha... these are some of the people I do meet in UPM...what I can do is try to not get too close with them...they are my friends but NOT best friends k...hahahaha... so I can conclude that it was indeed a great experiences when you are in university life...I really learn a lot and will keep learning for the years ahead...
Now I am looking forward on my holidays...yeah...since I come UPM, the greatest moments I have is when I am doing my practical on plants and 1 more important thing is when I start packing my things to go back to my beloved hometown, Taiping...hahahaha...
That is all for now...I shall stop blogging and go back study for finals...hahahaha...
ALL THE BEST YA!!!!

P/s: I guess I did some mistakes in my previous post, what I mean of soulmate is not refer to boyfriend or any guy k...as I have said before, if I really my prince charming, I will tell the whole world this good news...so be patient ya, my buddies...hahahahaha....

Friday, October 22, 2010

Soul mates…

I feel happy and grateful for I have found a soul mate…of course I won’t be telling you who…it is a secret and please do not ask me k…

But now I am in the university somehow I miss my soul mate…^_^

People told me that when you came university, you came to learn new things, came to gain new experience for your future but university life is not that easy…you really got to learn a lot of things…I does not only mean the academic k…you meet people from all walks of life…from the first impression, you will never know whether this person is good or bad…impossible a person character has written on the face…so you need time to explore…now I almost finish my semester 1 in UPM and I realize a lot of misjudgment I had made…although I did manage to find a more close friend but I cannot consider her as my best friend…sometimes I not really like the way she is talking…maybe that is her character so I could not say anything...i have learn this moral values since young just that when I came here only I realize how important this values means…so the important thing that I learn is…

“In order to go through the life in university, all you need is patient and tolerant”

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I Have Been So BUSY!!!!!

First of all, i got to apologize for not updating my blog for so long...hahahaha...i can just say the main reason is i am busy...
right after my 2 weeks of Raya holiday at Taiping, i have been busy with test then assignment then presentation...recently some more busy practicing for diabolo performance...
wah i cannot believe i have been busy right after the holiday...until today, i still will keep on busy till the end of the month...then i will focus on my final exam...sigh...
hopefully next week i will be able to spend some time watching movie and relax...hehehe...

So i feel sorry for not being able to update my blog so often...anyway i guess by end of this month, i will be more relax and just face the final exam...i do feel sad for i think i cannot score well in my first semester...this is because UPM plan to change new system and we as usual become the white mice...so my final exams for every courses will be in essay and structure form...as i know last time our exam paper is in this format but i never expect Kenegaraan paper which is almost the same as Pengajian Am paper will turn from objectives paper to essay form...
oh my goodness this will make me recall back my Sejarah Paper 2 in Form 5...sigh...so i guess it will be kind of hard for me to get a good grade in first semester...
anyway i will try my best...so that goes same to all my friends who are having final exams soon...
All The Best to You All!!!!

Friday, August 27, 2010

My Faculty Nite...

I cannot believe the night just gone like that...it is too fast...hahahaha...
faculty night was quite fun...it include five courses in agriculture that is my course,horticulture then agribusiness,agriculture science,aquaculture and animal science...agribusiness has the most number of Chinese and then will be my course...hahaha...

we start the event with slide show from every course then will be juniors performance that is only my course taken part in it...we dance stupidly...hahahaha...then will be a game only we can eat dinner...
honestly speaking the food there was delicious...many variety of food...salad,rojak,cheese cake,banana cake,butter cake ,fruits,fried rice,curry chicken,sotong and many more...of course i cannot list down all the food...

after that will be introduction of us,juniors to the seniors then we have another game again...they will vote for the course king and course queen from every course...so glad that i am not the one being get chosen because there will have few more games for them to play...hahaha...

before it is going to end soon, the seniors will vote for the fac king and queen from the course king and queen...so this year our fac king and queen both also from agribusiness...hahahaha...

the last event is photo snapping sessions..i get to knew my seniors,super seniors and super super seniors...they are all very friendly person...so happy to know them...we do snap a lots of photo together...hahahaha...
That is all for that day...i went back my hostel around 11 something then chat with Li Chui and my roommates till 2 something...hahahaha...

P/S: i guess i will attend faculty night again next year...i really enjoy at there...^_^...

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Taiping here i come!!!

1 more weeks i will be back to my lovely home in Taiping...so damn miss my family members all..hahahaha...after all, i have been in UPM for 2 months n throughout this period of time, none of my relatives and family have come to visit me but i do understand the reasons...so i was kind of jealous to see my friends here can meet their love ones and go home quite a number of time...now i was feeling excited to go back home...everyday keep counting the days to pass...hahahaha...

Somehow i do feel tired because i will be working part time at my old workplace, the hamper shop...i really enjoy working at there...although sometimes quite tired, overall was fun...hahaha...it's just that i will be spending less time at home and with my Taiping buddies...at first i thought of want to enjoy during Raya holidays but after that i thought for quite some times only i decided to work time in this coming 2 weeks holiday...i try to earn as much as i can for my living expenses in UPM...i know that PTPTN loans can help me but not all...it only help slightly in my living expenses...sometimes i do spend a lots so i should also learn to earn back what i had spent...hahahaha...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

My dearest old friends...

I was feeling kind of sad when i heard 'you all' can meet up...twice already k...i also want to meet you all...why you all never ask me...so bad...sob sob...
Anyway i know the reason i can't meet you all...so don't feel guilty k...i just want to say it out to let me feel better and to express my "kerinduan"...hahahaha...kind of geli lo...hahahaha...

For those who live in other state like Perak,Kelantan,Penang and Terengganu...i miss you all so much...i will try to meet u all when we are back to Taiping k...^_^
For those who live in other country like Singapore...i hope to meet you too...probably end of this year k...must make it ya...^_^
For those who just live in Selangor state, if possible i really hope to spend time meeting you all...so what i am going to do is:-
1)I am learning how to sit KTM, LRT n all the public transport in KL...hahaha...
2)I am learning where and how to meet you all...
3)I am learning to remember the places in KL...
4)I am learning to remember the KTM,LRT and monorail stations,where will lead to where...

i guess i still need some time k...hahaha...don't worry will be meeting you all soon...

Last word....

Honestly speaking, I REALLY MISS YOU ALL!!!!!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Should or should not?

Yesterday went to The Mines with my course mate again...sigh...everytime i go out, i only go The Mines...i really boring about that place already...anyway since nobody really want to go Midvalley so i just have to follow her go The Mines...we go there to buy some stuff and also to look for my prom dress...i did really go see and try but i can say those dress are quite expensive to me...my range is only about RM50...i did get to see 1 dress which cost about RM40 but it looks mature on myself then i try another one which looks good on me but cost around RM90...it's already out of my budget...my mum call me just buy and tel me that RM90 is consider ok not that expensive...i still doubt because i need to pay RM65 for that night...Few questions that i hardly can answer:-
1)Shall i spend around RM155(RM65+RM90) for a night?
2)Shall i lend prom dress from my friends?
3)Shall i buy that RM90 dress which i feel nice when i am wearing it?
4)Shall i go to the faculty night?

Sigh...anyone can help me to answer all my doubt...i really feel i want to go out with my old friends,Txin,Jun, and Agnes again...the last time at Queensbay Mall was indeed very nice and fun...i enjoy shopping that day with Txin and Jun...miss those moments so much...^_^...anyway if i really want to go to the faculty night, no matter what i need a dress so i will go out again...hopefully i can meet u all up ya...i need u all opinions...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

It's just too soon...

First of all i am not talking about my exam k...hahaha...what i am trying to say is my faculty night on 27th August 2010 and the theme for that night is "Red Carpet"...sigh...i should feel happy and excited because i can meet more new friends but instead i just feel kind of sad and tired...sad because i don't have any prom dress to wear...tired because i have to look for a suitable prom dress...aiyo headache lo...after last year Graduation Night, i never thought that another prom night will be hell so soon...i only thought maybe when i want to graduate from uni only there will be another time...so this was totally a shock to me...anyway i do hope i will be able to find a suitable dress for that night...^_^

Friday, July 30, 2010

Enjoy and busy...

Recently my life looks so much like the time in school...everyday repeat the same routine...go class then go back hostel...sigh...luckily UPM have a great peaceful scenery otherwise i might feel a little stress and boring...hahahaha...

The time when i enjoy...
Currently i am busy with my horticulture project...i enjoy going to the farm...so far my group members have planted 3 types of flower and oil palm seeds...hahahaha...for the flowers project, the result was not satisfactory as only 1 type had successfully germinated so we have to plant back the others again on this coming Tuesday...another 1 is the oil palms project, we manage to plant them last Tuesday and the result will be reveal after 2 weeks...i pray hard for this project to success because if the oil palm seeds manage to germinate then after 4 years i can bring back the trees and can sell for around RM200+...hahahaha...next week my new project is to plant fruit seeds..i think is durian, rambutan and nangka...so that mean next week i can eat rambutan, durian and nangka for free just to get the seeds...hahahaha...i also enjoy spending some time playing badminton with my roommates and course mates...we usually play on Friday and Saturday night...then the next thing is i join the Zhong Hua Chinese Cultural Club...i join the diabolo class and i really enjoy playing diabolo...^_^...It is so fun but have to train our hand to be strong enough to turn the diabolo...so far i only know 1 diabolo trick...hahaha...i plan to bring back my diabolo and let my old friends especially Txin to have a look...hahahaha...

The time when i have to be busy...
The time is coming which means my first exam is coming soon in 2 weeks time...sigh...so fast i have to face examination again...so fast i have to force myself study again...everythings seem so fast...hahahaha...anyway due to the lack of entertainment in UPM, what i can do during my free time is study...so hopefully this coming exam i can score well la...^_^

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

A Brand New Life in UPM...

After 1 week of orientation, i finally know the feeling of homesick...throughout the week of orientation,i was still fine and i feel myself like participating in a camp...it was indeed a busy and tiring week...then the orientation ended on sat night...on sunday i went to The Mines with my roommate and Li Chui...the next day i fall sick, i guess i am having mild fever...today only i feel myself had recover...

University life was so much different...many things i have to settle myself...now i still not really get use to the new environment but the only good things i can say is i can focus on my study because here hardly got any entertainment like television...sometimes i do feel boring...hahahaha...anyway this is my new life...i have 3 Chinese same like me is a junior as my roommates, 1 of them are taking the same course as mine...hahaha...anyway they are indeed friendly too...so far we live in peace...hahahaha...i am glad that quite a number of Chinese taking the same course as mine...at first i thought my course might have only 3 to 4 Chinese but luckily we do have 8 Chinese...i quite enjoy the lessons i attend but start to feel headache when i heard about the presentation then exam coming and assignment...hopefully i can score well in the exam...i can say i have no regret of choosing Bachelor Science Horticulture in UPM...suddenly feel that this course can help me to achieve my dreams of becoming a landscape designer...of course with an excellent results only i will be guaranteed with a good job...so i must work hard for my future...hahahaha...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Goodbye Taiping...

"Goodbye Taiping" sounds like i am not coming back to Taiping anymore...hahahaha...what i mean is the first time i am leaving Taiping for so long...i will miss the rain, scenery n peaceful town of Taiping...hahahaha...tomorrow i am heading to KL with my mum...the time has arrived so i shall just face it...hahahaha...recently i am no longer having sleepless night, instead i will still sleep late at night but wake up early in the morning...maybe that's because i want to treasure the time i still in Taiping...i don't want my time wasted for sleeping...hahaha...yesterday i just packed ready all the things to bring to UPM...i didn;t bring many luggage because my transportation is bus...there are some things i will buy in KL...some of my friends are now in KL so i guess I'll try my best to spend some time hanging out with them...hahahaha...don't worry it's my promise...^_^

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Sleepless night...

First of all, i shall apologize for not being able to update my blog...there are many reasons and the main cause is due to my home internet connection...I'm so sorry k...hehehe...
Latest news about me is i am going to UPM soon to further my studies...i was given my third choice that is Bachelor Science Horticulture in UPM...at first i do feel disappointing because i aim for my first choice in UM...anyway i felt grateful as i do like this course too...Thanks God...
i am going to KL on the 1st July then enrollment day is on 3rd July...so going to leave Taiping this Thursday...i do feel sad and having sleepless night these few days...hahaha...there are many things in my mind...i wonder how will the life be in UPM? Will i be able to adapt to the new environment?...i do feel scare...hahahaha...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

It's coming...

Just a blink in my eyes, another month have gone...now is already mid April...i don't left much time anymore...i think about 2 months more and everyone are going their way,way to their future...when i was jobless at home, i feel time pass so slow and boring but after i work that goes the opposite...hahahaha...anyway i plan to resign soon, maybe end of April or mid of May...i should spend more time to have fun rather than just work...currently i am working at a dim sum restaurant in Lake Garden as a waitress...overall the job was not bad but i do prefer my old job...hehehehe...there are some plans with friends in the coming months, can't wait for it...hahahaha...i am also feeling excited to enter university...i wonder how is the life at there...now i just hope everything go smoothly...hope that i won't face any financial problem...hope that i can get any loan or scholarship...hope that i can get what i want...may God bless me ya...^_^

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Jobless...

I should be happy because my mum didn't nag me to look for a job instead she told me if i couldn't find a job then stay at home...however i felt unhappy...i don't know why i will feel this way...sigh...being jobless suppose to be a happy thing,majority of the people hope for this kind of life...hahaha...to me it doesn't seem to be like this...i can't imagine i might stay at home for 3 months without any incomes...sigh...feeling useless for myself...if my family is rich then i have no worries at all...what i worries the most is the fees for my further education...with my current savings, i don't think is enough...there are still a lots of things to buy...i mean useful things for my life in uni...sigh...when talk about money really made people headache...i know ptptn loan will help me but i don't know how much amount I'll be able to get from ptptn loan or maybe i will be so unlucky to unable get ptptn loan..hahahaha...actually sometimes i do hate myself...i know there is a current job quite ok...that is be a kinder garden teacher...although the pay is not very high but at least the time is not long...the problem is i don't like teaching kids...sigh...i don't know whats wrong with me but whenever i imagine myself teaching kids,i feel scary...hahahahaha...that's y i still jobless now...another problem is my transportation...almost my whole family go to work with their own transport...my uncle with my mum will drive lorry then my elder bro will drive his car and my second bro will drive his motor...so left no other vehicles except my bicycle...sigh...i do thought of cycle to work but when i think of after work i have to cycle back to my home, i feel so tired...the weather, my energy left and bicycle made me feel so tiring...if i really cycle to work,i can guarantee the next time u all meet me, i will look like an Indian or Malays...hahahaha...to work i need to think of ways to solve my problems...sigh...how nice if i got motor now, then i can find any work i want...anyway i am not giving up to find jobs but if till May i still couldn't find any jobs then i will give up and get ready for my uni life...hahahaha...after telling this, i do feel some relief in my mind...^_^

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

A New Life....

After knowing my STPM result, a new life start to begin...of course i can confirm that i am not going to private universities...my only way to continue study is get to enter local university...i have make up my mind...i have chose what courses and which university i want...i just doubt to place which courses is the priority...i doubt..i don't know which courses i should place it as my first choice then second choice and so on...to me what i have chose seem to be equal...i keep this in mind "serena, the decision u made shall be the correct way to your future.You should not regret it one day.Believe in your decision.God is always by your side to guide you and lead you."...honestly say i do scare that i might end up jobless in future...hahaha but this might not happen too...we don't know what our future are going to be...

i do feel excited to enter uni life...
Why? The reasons are...
1.i can get to learn new things.
2.i can get to meet new friends.
3.i can learn to be independent.

anyway i do feel sad because...
1.i have to leave my home sweet home for a period of time.
2.i will miss my family.
3.i will miss my old friends.
4.i will miss the memories i spent with all my friends and family.
5.i will miss my mum's cooking.

Hopefully the new environment suits me...as i am taking those courses involved with ecologist and biodiversity or plants, so i guess my environment will be mostly greenery...hahahaha...green means peace of mind...^_^ ...its about 4 months more and i am going to enter uni...so now i should grad every chance to go out gathering with my friends...of course there are also time for my family too...hahahaha...i know when i enter uni, i should focus on my study more than anything else...i want to be the best among the best...at least with this aim, i can guarantee for my future...^_^...all the best to my friends...may God bless us...^_^

Friday, February 19, 2010

My unlucky CNY...

It's have been months ago i have not updated my blog...i can just said that i am busy with my job and i have nothing to share with everyone...nothing special have occur...lol...so now i am updating my blog because i hope that my bad luck will gone as soon as possible...i am not hoping for good luck but i do not wish for bad luck to fall on me...May God bless me...

Before CNY, i have cough for almost a week and i thought i will be getting better by the time CNY reach but this is just dreaming...i do visited the doctor and have already taken medicine but the sickness just won't leave me...sigh...

Anyway i was so happy on the eve of New Year not because of Chinese New Year or reunion dinner but it's because of i can finally sleep as much as i want...lol...after all at least on the first day of CNY i did come out with friends to play skating...so that was the first time i learn how to skate...it's quite scary and tiring...overall was not bad, of course i did fell down quite a lots of times...lol...

The second day of CNY, i stay at home whole day...so happy that i manage to read finish my series of comic...conclusion is that i spend my time reading storybooks,watching TV and surfing the net...

The third day of CNY, Wei Sheng came to Taiping and invited us to a movie but i didn't make it because there were a lots of people in the cinema...they can only get second row place from the screen...so it will be like so in front...i don't like to spend my money for a movie that i can't even be really enjoy watching...at night i do meet them at prima cafe...quite some time i didn't take cold drinks as my cough still has not recover so i just ordered a cup of hot white coffee...they planned to go skating and k-box the next day...so after that we meet up with my Convent friends at Prima Kopitiam...By 12.30am i reach home, i went to bed at around 1.30pm but i can't sleep...i think around 3am only i managed to fall asleep...

The forth day of CNY, i woke up early to go skating with friends...we reached Taiping Central at 10.30am and waited until around 11.45am only the skating place is open...this was my second time and i already know how to skate but there is still a bit fear, fear of falling down...lol...after all i only manage to do 2 complete round around the skating place and i fell down and injured my right hand...that's the most terrible thing i hate to happen on me...feeling my right hand was so tired and no energy...i didn't cry but was annoyed with my hand condition...i keep telling myself "everything is going to be back to normal soon, my hand please recover quick"...so i think i rested for more than an hour but my hand was still the same...tired and slightly pain...i saw people skating so happily...i want to join them too...sigh...after that my friend,Jun-Lyn came to join us at skating...due to my stubbornness i do skate again...just a few minutes later, i fell down again and injured my backbone...this is worse...i didn't cry but i shout in pain...i can't stand up and i was so scare that i might injured my spinal cord...after a while i did manage to stand up and rest at the safer side but my back are still pain...sigh...what an unlucky day...i spend RM10 to have fun but end up injured myself...so unlucky!!! I leave the skating place with Jing Rui and Sher Lyn ealier...we went for a walk and ended up resting at Nash Donuts...i was still in pain but i just try to bear the pain...i don't like that feeling...i hate it especially it's New Year time...why i can't back to normal...i hate pain...early morning i just ate breakfast and around 3.30pm only i ate my lunch at Mcdonald...i share with Jing Rui...although i was feeling hungry, the uncomfortable of my hand and my back made me not in the mood to eat...i only ate french fries...after that they headed to Shuh Pyng house...everyone seem so enjoy talking and laughing but somehow i was feeling uncomfortable...i kept telling myself "when i go back home, i should sleep and when wake up,everything will be okay"...so i did what i planned...my back pain was getting better but not my hand...at night around 8pm, Cynthia and some friends came visit me...they are just so happy playing cards and talking...i do join them...then around 9.30pm, we went out to Txin house for a movie and ended up going back home at 1.30pm...this is unbelievable, with my hand in pain i can still go out...sigh...

The fifth day of CNY, the most busy day...woke up early morning, my hand are still feeling pain but my back are recovering...as usual i still cough, i only found out that i got no voice when i contacted my mum...i was shocked and so sad with my health condition...my friends have planned to go k-box at 10.15am but i can't even speak...anyway i do go out to the hospital again...sigh...this time doctor gave me antibiotic...i really hope i can recover soon...after that i go "pai nian" with my friends and on the same time celebrating one of my friend, Yan Ming's birthday...that was a tirng day that my back felt tired and a bit pain...i only went back home at 1.30am...sigh...

The sixth day of CNY, i actually have to start work today...i woke up due to my alarm ringing...i try to talk but the attempt was futile...then suddenly felt so warm...i am going to get fever...it's really suffering...my hand is still the same,no energy and a bit pain, my back are tired too...no voice and keep on coughing...i really hope all this will go away from me as fast as possible...so i have to take leave from my work...sigh...after take medicine and rest, now i'm feeling better...hope by tomorrow my voice are back...it's so suffer that you can't talk...really pray hard to God...sigh...

Saturday, January 2, 2010

It's New Year!!!

So fast, i am now going 20...of course if count by my birthday then it will be months some more to go but usually people just count by year...so i can consider myself 20 years old now...hahaha...hardly believe it...i still remember when i was just a primary student, i thought of want to grow up faster, want to be an adult...u know why? so that i can free to do anything...hahaha...so now i am an adult and i can free to do anything...hahaha...

somehow i do miss my childhood memories...i miss those days playing legos,barbie dolls and hide and seek with my cousin...i can play barbie dolls for whole day...hahaha...

even though the things are still here but i left it keep in a box...no longer playing with it...once my cousin do ask me to play with them but i just feel it's boring...hahaha...never thought that i would say playing barbie dolls is boring...hahaha...i do feel myself no longer childish...sometimes i don't know why i can think more mature than my brothers...i am the youngest yet i doesn't give much worries to my mum...hahaha...anyway i do feel scare because i am going to face the world...i will leave Taiping soon to further my studies,meet new people,learn new things and many more...the future and challenges awaits me...i shall be ready...