Hong Kong Drama...

Maybe it is due to recently being spend most of the time watching Hong Kong drama, I start to feel that Hong Kong drama is kind of boring...hahahaha...maybe it is also because I watch too fast that is why I hardly can remember the drama...I also started to feel that the background prop of the Hong Kong drama really not good...I can say almost 80% of the drama background is fake...their budget is so low that makes the whole drama boring...the only thing that I am impress is the actors and actress...they are really good because they tried to improve the overall standard of the drama...if without them, I think Hong Kong drama will not be that nice any more...but the storyline of Hong Kong drama is getting boring...hardly there is anything memorable that I can remember after watching the drama...I watch quite a number of Hong Kong drama since my holiday start and I can hardly remember any nice parts that want me to watch them for the second time...I cannot say it is about my speed of watching the drama because even watching Korean and Taiwan drama, there is part that I would love to watch again...Korean drama is far more interesting including the background and the look of the Korean people are also better looking...hahahaha...sigh...started to feel disappointed with Hong Kong drama...so I am now planing to quickly complete watching few more Hong Kong drama and then can delete from my movie collection d...then i can look forward for Korean drama...hahahaha...

Recover with some memories...

Last Monday was my last day of wrapping the pampers and I felt extremely tired that day but still going out at night with friends…I am still fine with this but just one day after Monday, I catch a mild cold but I again go out to Txin house to watch Jay Chou concert…hahaha..of course through DVD in her home…then the next day, I felt dizzy and slight fever…so as usual I know what to do that is eat panadol and let myself rest…but the mild fever just come and go and come again…hahaha…in the evening I felt okay but at night I start to feel dizzy and my cold still have not fully recover…so again take medicine and rest…hahahaha…early morning, my bro wake me up cal me to bring him to work…that time I felt okay again so I just get up as I also felt that I sleep too much…hahahaha…but after came home, I felt not really good…again feeling uncomfortable but not as worse as yesterday…I planned to go visit doctor at 10am but no helmet so cannot follow my second bro out…so I rest again and planned to visit the doctor at 2pm…my mum phone me at 10.30am and told me that if I follow my bro out later then I have to wait till 3pm only will have doctor…you know yesterday is Friday which explained everything…hahahaha…so I continue to sleep and kind of lazy want to wait for so long so I give up on meeting the doctor at 2pm…my mum say if really not well then she bring me meet the doctor at 7pm…actually I am feeling much better already but not yet fully recover…my friends did called me out yesterday but I think I really cannot and I got thought of go someone funeral but at last I gave up also…after dinner, my mum gave me flu medicine to eat and I fall asleep after that…hahaha…I think I slept from 8.30pm yesterday till 6.30am today….woke up morning because bring my mum to market…of course drive car because I scare the morning breeze might cause me to fell sick again if I drive motor…hahaha…anyway thanks God as I finally recover…

Suddenly feeling weird of what I am thinking yesterday…if I can still recalled, I found it weird…as I fell asleep, I recalled back the time I in UPM; when I sit the bus to main campus, when I have been alone in the library studying and the time in my hostel room watching movie and also chatting with roommates and course mates…I also think back of the time I had with my buddies at a lot of places; Tambun Lost World, Gua Tempurung and shopping at Queensbay Mall…hahahaha…suddenly missed all this moment together…I am now getting use to the life in Taiping, I do not know what will happen when I have to go back to UPM…maybe homesick and missed my buddies again but at the same time excited as i can learn more of my courses and graduated…although I do not know what my future might be, I am going to face it bravely…even though in the future I might end up working at the field not related to my course, I will try my best to do for the best…hahahaha…

So to my friends,
Do not think so much of what your future might be…do not worry too much of what you will be in the future…as long as you been able to live each and every day with no regrets; you have did the best for yourself…hahahaha…crapping again but this is what I always told myself…I am now trying to live my life with no regrets but I just feel that my life is some kind of boring…hahahaha…

How your future will be?

This thought came in my mind today…suddenly feeling curious of my future…hahahaha…now I lead a not really exciting yet not really boring life…sigh…other than eating, sleeping and bathing, I will just online, read books and watch drama…sigh…been repeating this kind of life since holiday…I do went out with friends for movies, drink and recently is picnic…it is this part that add to the exciting point of my life…I know human being will never satisfied with what they have…when you are given this, you ask for that…so when you get that more than you wish for, than you will hope to get back this…hahaha…actually I am describing myself…for examples, if I everyday went out with friends, I will miss the time staying at home and vice versa…just the same as a single person will always hope to find a partner because they do not want to stay single and yet for some people who are now currently couple might wish to go back to their single life…this is my today thought…this thought always come in my mind, I want to kick it out because it make me feel life is kind of boring but I know maybe I need to use my whole lifetime to get rid of it…never mine I know this thought will disappear soon but also will reappear again…hahahaha…

It's my luck...

Hahaha…I am sooooo happy today…yesterday feel so tired and sad because of that job but today is vice versa…hahaha…they told me that they had made a mistake, I was actually require to pack 35 boxes instead of 105 boxes…hahahaha…I was shocked at first to listen this then they confirm with me and I feel happy and relieve…hahahaha…I was told to wrap according to 3 sizes of the pampers…so now I just left M size which is out of stock…that is why tomorrow I am off…the stock for M size will only come on Thursday and since I already finish packing L and XL so tomorrow off day for me…hahaha…but now I think back, I actually wasted 1 extra day because 35 boxes can finish in 2 days time…hahaha…plus my skill improve today, I can pack per box with just 22 minutes…hahaha….so today is not as tired as yesterday but I still clumsy because I injured my leg…hahaha…yesterday is my left hand, today my right leg turn…anyway just a small bruises and feeling slightly pain but still I can walk…hahahaha…oh ya not to forget, I also going to have sore throat soon…sigh…

Time do pass really fast…I guess another few weeks my friends who study private universities are going to study their new coming semester…how come this is so fast…too fast that I have end 1 month out of 4 months of my holiday…so I just left 3 months but I think is no longer holiday for me because the coming months I will be working d so hardly be able to enjoy that much…actually I do feel a bit sad because at first I thought my this holiday is going to be very fun with friends outing and gathering but everything just seem normal…nothing very exciting happens that I want to say…I am not saying that I do not enjoy my holiday with my friends and family, I did enjoyed but there just lack of something…something that I do not know how to describe…hahahaha…

My so called part time job...

Sigh...after 1 month holiday break, I get to feel back the tiredness of working…the past month I have been sitting at home, surfing internet, watching dramas and doing house works so today I went to work as a part timer to wrap pampers in my relatives shop…I have to wrap 105 boxes of pampers into smaller pack and they will pay me RM 120…no time limit…they just want me to complete packing all this and you will get the pay…so depends on yourself to work for how long…sigh…here comes the sad thing…yesterday, before I know anything about my job, I thought I will be able to complete this task in 3 days but sigh…cause today I only be able to complete 17 boxes so I calculated that if I can only complete an average of 16 boxes per day then I got to spend 6 and a half days to complete everything…aiyo…then I feel myself not worth to work for so long and only get RM120…I consider this is so far my most tired job…I have been packing the pampers from 9am till 6.30pm…I tried my best to pack as fast as possible but I think the fastest I can do is 30 minutes per box… while I pack, I recalled all my previous job…at least they involved communication so I will not feel that bored but this time I am the only one doing this…I am doing this all by myself…impress with myself for not talking for so long…hahahaha…for the first few hours I still feel okay but after lunch, I started to feel bored but my hand cannot stop…that is why now my left hand feel super damn tired…I think this is due to never work for quite some time, so not feeling good with my left hand…sigh…I do think of giving up but this is so hard…I have promise and agree to take that job so I cannot give up so easily…I try to give encouragement to myself and even imagine of that day where I manage to pack till the last boxes; I feel so happy …hahaha…funny right…anyway this is it for today…
I am sure you all will hardly be able to know what exactly I am doing…wrapping pampers sound easy but you will not feel that if you are working alone…hahahaha…so friends, I will tell you a further details when we meet again k…Gambateh, Serena!!! I know I can do it!!!! ^_^

My thought of today...

Since I am so free at home now…I think I will try my best to spend some time for storybooks and also my blog…hahaha…so I just want to share my thought of today with you all…

Early morning around 6 something, my mum woke me up to bring her to Tesco…hahaha…the weather was cold so I decide to drive car go there and luckily my mum agreed too…this is the first time I shop at Tesco for so early, as if the whole Tesco was being booked by me…no one is there except the workers…hahaha…so just my mum and I in the supermarket and that is all also because of the promotion for a detergent call TOP…sigh…early morning woke up just to buy this…so we brought 7 packets of TOP...sounds crazy right… hahahaha…bad luck is we forget that today is Saturday so no plastic bag…hahaha…thanks to mum also for saying that we only want to buy TOP so no need to take the trolley…sigh…I have to carry 4 bags weigh 3 kg each to walk back to my car…so as I walk, due to so heavy and my hand hardly can hold it; suddenly came a thought of how nice it is if there is man to help us…hahahaha…I feel so funny to have this kind of thought…

Do you know sometimes I just wish there is someone I can depend on…someone who can help me when I am in need for help maybe just helping me carry heavy things…I feel myself too independent…I learn to fix the electric switch because the guys in my family just love to drag things…when you call them to do it, they will never do it on the spot…so I get fed up and I learn it by myself…I do not like this but I have to do it…sigh…every time when I face any problems, I will just figure it out myself…my mind automatically will find alternatives for me to settle the problems…I guess this is because of my mum too…thanks to my mum for training me up to become independent…hahaha…since secondary, I have to settle my problems by myself...I learn to arrange which tuition shall I take and my transportation to tuition too…unlike nowadays teenager who have parents bringing them to school and tuition; taking care of their children so much…I am not saying that my mum does not love me but I know she has her ways of loving me…as I grows up, I start to realize and clear with what my mum is doing…that is why I feel myself is mature, at least more mature than my two elder brothers…hahaha…people usually say that the youngest is the most childish and love pampers…that is why some of my friends thought I was the elders in the family…hahaha…I can feel that too because sometimes I have to take care of my brothers more than they taking care of me…I was so jealous to people who have brothers that loves and take care of their younger sister…hahaha…how I wish my brothers will be like that too…hahaha…sound impossible right…hahaha…

Maybe you all will think that women nowadays should be independent…I agree too but there is just sometimes where women hope for someone to rely on…I just do not want to be too independent…hahaha…

Updated...

Today my friend told me to update my blog so as her wish I did it...hahaha...honestly said what that have been written here is only part of me...maybe only 85% of myself while the other 15%, I would like to be kept in mystery...something that sometimes I also do not understand…I guess you all know what I mean…maybe there is people who really understand themselves so much but not for me…I do not 100% understand of myself…sometimes I just feel weird with what I have done…hahaha…

To my buddies, I maybe kind, loving, caring, hardworking and sometimes crazy but to my university mates, I am a mystery girl…hahaha…that is what I have heard from my roommate…she told me that I am so mystery, I heard them told stories involve every aspect – family, friend, education and love but hardly they will be able to hear story from me…hahahaha…

Sometimes I do prefer to just listen because I know WORDS can be a dangerous weapon…you must learn how to use it properly…otherwise it will only brings bad impacts to you…there is once ago this WORDS had bring me sadness, guilt and regret…so I have promise and tell myself that I am not going to repeat the same mistake…

Just only know my second semester result…”Thanks” to one of my course mate who took results so importantly…it is she who told me that result is out and as usual she will ask the same question…I know she treat me as one of her competitor…honestly say I do not like this kind of situation…sometimes it make you feel stress…I want to enjoy my life…I do not want to go university just to get good grade, at least I hope I can balance between my social life and education…so far so good…of course my this semester results have dropped and if I say I feel nothing, confirm that sentence is not said from my mouth…hahaha…I do feel kind of sad but I accept my results…I know the effort that I had put in my second semester so this is the results…what I can do is to work even harder for the coming semester…I know my following semester might be more busy but hopefully I can cope with it…eh I cannot hope but is a must to me…I must make sure that I can handle both my university activities and results well…I know I can do it…hahahaha…

P/S: recently there is some idea appearing in my mind…maybe shall do some handicraft for my collection soon…hahahaha…