Guys...sigh...

I was actually rushing to complete my assignments and reports but suddenly this come to my mind...the world is really changing;maybe not to you all but to me i think is a yes...sometimes i was tired being the leader in any group...this time is more worst, my group leader are suppose to be a guy but it just turns out to be i am the leader...what the hell is going on? where is the leadership of a guy? why i always meet those "useless" guy who can't even show their capability well enough to praise by the girls? this only make me to look down on guys and i lost hope in guys capability for being a leader... there are certain guy who can become president of any society, but can't even do well as a member in any group assignment...aren't this funny? I admit myself was a more mature girl as compared with my other fiends and that's why i have already lost my hope to find love in university...the guys here just disappointing... how i wish to meet someone who can show their leadership, hardworking and responsibility well enough for me to admire him...maybe i have not meet every guys in my university but so far the answer is zero... I write this post is because i recalled back what happen yesterday when my group leader for post harvest who is a guy, came and asked me about the report we need to do...he is asking me how are we going to do and have i arrange the work for other members as well..at that time, in my mind, i was like "what, again? Am i the leader or him? How come he can't arrange work for other members?"...when i asked him about the works he must do or what information had him collect for the report, he will give all those stupid reasons which means "I do not know anything."...he just make me to curse him...shit... We are adults now, why can't the guys show their responsibility on their studies...i do know that what we are studying now might not help us when we are working but at least for now, as a student, we should know our responsibility is to do well in our studies...sigh...really speechless...

Results...Is that really important????

OMG...most of my course mates were so stress with the results...Is results really that important? I do agree with one of my Thailand friend that he stated results was just a number in a paper, so what is so great of the numbers? hahahaha...i do agree with him but not for my few course mates...they are so stress that they did not sleep well, eat well and some even feel stomachache then want to vomit...hahahaha...i do not know what to say...telling them to not feel so stress is like throwing money into the sea...waste time, waste energy and waste saliva...hahaha...suddenly just sick with this things...

Before the exams, they have been telling me that they did not read finish, very scare, forget everything already and etc....
After exams, they came out from the exam room and started telling oh the questions is so hard, i do not know how to answer, my answer wrong d, die la this time sure score badly d and etc...
While waiting for results to come out which takes roughly 1 to 2 weeks, they will be saying aiya serena you did not worry because she sure score good d, you so geng, me this time die lo, a lot of questions do not know how to answer...sigh...
Results came out d, and surprisingly their results is much better than me and they start saying eh how come i score so good 1, can't believe le, how about you, serena?
And my results was lower than them...i was like sweat thinking of all this while they have been worried for what? saja syok ka....sigh...

People are always like that or to be accurate Malaysian students majority are like that...even though they did say that "aiya now results not important d, they see our performance 1"...people who telling me this was indeed a person who care results the most...aiming high for first class and do not want to be the lowest marks person...sigh...suddenly just feel tired with all this kind of people but this is life...i am sure everyone will meet this kind of people...what i can do? i will just bear with them...hahahaha...