Guys...sigh...

I was actually rushing to complete my assignments and reports but suddenly this come to my mind...the world is really changing;maybe not to you all but to me i think is a yes...sometimes i was tired being the leader in any group...this time is more worst, my group leader are suppose to be a guy but it just turns out to be i am the leader...what the hell is going on? where is the leadership of a guy? why i always meet those "useless" guy who can't even show their capability well enough to praise by the girls? this only make me to look down on guys and i lost hope in guys capability for being a leader... there are certain guy who can become president of any society, but can't even do well as a member in any group assignment...aren't this funny? I admit myself was a more mature girl as compared with my other fiends and that's why i have already lost my hope to find love in university...the guys here just disappointing... how i wish to meet someone who can show their leadership, hardworking and responsibility well enough for me to admire him...maybe i have not meet every guys in my university but so far the answer is zero... I write this post is because i recalled back what happen yesterday when my group leader for post harvest who is a guy, came and asked me about the report we need to do...he is asking me how are we going to do and have i arrange the work for other members as well..at that time, in my mind, i was like "what, again? Am i the leader or him? How come he can't arrange work for other members?"...when i asked him about the works he must do or what information had him collect for the report, he will give all those stupid reasons which means "I do not know anything."...he just make me to curse him...shit... We are adults now, why can't the guys show their responsibility on their studies...i do know that what we are studying now might not help us when we are working but at least for now, as a student, we should know our responsibility is to do well in our studies...sigh...really speechless...