Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Strong? I am not...

Recently I read a book titled Reflection of a Man by Amari Soul and I came across this part that touches me.

"A strong woman knows that being strong is not an option for her, it's a necessity"

So, everyday she wakes up and meets the world and all of its challenges head on.
But sometimes, at the end of the day, when all is said and done and she finally closes the door, she cries.
Not because she's weak, but because it's hard being strong, day after day, knowing that if you don't do it, no one will.
The soft cries that most will never hear slowly disappear as the new day comes and you rise once again to be the strong, confident woman you are.

                                                                                                                 

To be strong, is tired.
To be strong, is not easy.

You are strong.
What a strong woman you are.

Ya, I seem to be strong.
I looked strong physically.

To be truth, I am not.
I can breakdown anytime of the day.

The tiredness is not as if you have run a full marathon or you have not been having sleeps for 3 days.
The tiredness cannot be describe; some days you may feel so light; some days the tiredness may kill you mentally.

I always afraid that one day, I may give up to fight for my life.
That is why I decided to train my mentality to always stay strong; strong enough to fight for my life.



Sunday, July 24, 2016

Honesty...

When you face with a problem or uncertainty,

At first...
You will analyse the whole situation...
You will make guesses...
You are in doubt...

Some...
May give up halfway through...
May think of the bad more than the good side...
May avoid as much as you can...

Others...
Choose to ignore...
Choose to just let it be...
Choose to forget...

For me...
I will choose to be honest with myself...
I will rather make a shame of myself...
I will rather take it as a challenge...

Only when I am honest with myself, 
I live at ease...
My mind is calm...
I am happy..=D

Sunday, July 17, 2016

One year passed...

If you are still here, who am I today?

It's been a year...
Yet memories of you still fresh in my mind...

Do not worry...
Be proud...
For you have make me survive till today...