Going to retired soon...

Yesterday, 20th of June 2009, the day i got my second cut on my fingers and also the last event of the Sixth Form Council which is the orientation camp to the L6 students...i have a mixed feeling...happy and also sad...happy because after that i will not have to be busy to buy things or do preparation for a new events...after all i also feel sad as time pass so fast and i will miss the time when i was enjoying the times doing events with friends...what a memorable times...yesterday the camp was not bad...kind of had fun also...hehehe...the only regret is i didn't join the orientation camp when i was L6...hahaha...anyway going to choose new AGM soon for Sixth Form Council and my Koperasi Club also...can say i am going to retired soon and have to focus almost 100% on my study d...sigh...i don't hope for much...just hope i can try my best in my STPM and get a good result to enter university...k that's all for now...

Again...Oh my Goodness...

Sigh...i so hope that everything was a dream...i shall wake up now but so sad...sigh...after 3 years, here comes the second scar on my hand...sigh...every time when i get cut, i would think of why would i been so careless...the first time when i got a cut on my hands, i was so shock and scare...imagine u see blood bleeding profusely on your hand...i am even scare when i knew i have to stitch my wounds...so the first time i get 8 stitches on my hands...sigh...history repeat, this time i got a cut on my finger and is on the same hand...i am not going to tell why i got a cut as i think not really important and is hardly to believe it...just to tell that this time i was not scare at all...just feeling some kind likes "Oh My God...why i cut my finger again"sigh...it happened early in the morning...sigh...i am just feeling sad cause my hand will be spoil...imagine a girl hand with 2 scars...scary right...this i get 7 stitches...not really that pain and i dare to see the whole process on how the doctor doing stitches on my fingers...hahaha...crazy right...before i was sent to the hospital, my mum cal me to close my wounds with a handkerchief so by the time i reach hospital, the whole handkerchief turns from orange to dark red...haha...i admit that my second wound is worse then my first time but i just don't know why i didn't feel anything...not scare but maybe feeling a bit pain, just a bit k...the doctor ask me weather i need a painkiller...guess what i say..."i don't think i need it as i experienced this before"...hahaha...i also don't know why i can answer like that and the doctor just tell me if i am really feeling pain i can take paracetamol also...now the only problem i am facing is eating, bathing and doing my homework...sigh...hope my wound will get well soon and never happen anymore k...hehehe...

School Reopen...

Oh is left only 5 more months to face the World hardest examination...haha...just hope at that time i am fully prepared for the examination...anyway kind of satisfied with my mid year exam but not very good...is just much better than what i thought...as usual i did very badly in chemistry..this test even worst the result for chemistry...oh got to work hard d...school life is back again...due to the new policy from the education ministry, all F6 students have to stay back at school until 4pm...kind of shock to heard that but of course i don't think any F6 students will like it...luckily my school only implant this policy to Lower 6 students...i as the Upper 6 student feeling so grateful as the school is so considerate about Upper 6...no point for Upper 6 to stay back as well because we had almost completed our syllabus..so i don't think i can pay attention in class until 4pm...plus the weather and we are not allow to go back to take a shower, oh my goodness...can't really imagine what will happen to me staying at school until 4pm...although the Upper 6 are still in discussion whether to stay until 4pm but most of my teachers been telling no benefit for Upper 6 students...so hopefully the school can make the best and most wise decision that is to allow Upper 6 students to go back as usual...hehehe...may God bless me ya!

Holiday is going to end...

First of all let me sigh...as you know, holiday ends means i have to face the STPM soon...sigh...not really get ready to study yet...anyway here are some brief talk about how i spend my second week of the holiday...
First thing is the surprise birthday party for Jing Rui on 8th of June which is also my another friend birthday...anyway Jing Rui birthday is on the 9th of June...hehehe...so we go to Taiping Central and went to the KTV...i start to feel that place turn worst even the services there are not good...i plan if next time i want to sing song with friends i will not go there anymore...anyway we do have fun at there...after went to tops and have our dinner...
Next is on 11th of June that is on Thursday...i went to Mei Chen BBQ party at her home...i can consider this party is also a gathering of our friends who have complete A-level,matriculation and a friend that have gone to Texas and she just came back for holiday...so is our chance to meet them...anyway they are still the same..just the same like those staying in Taiping...to me that party seem to be very short...i just feel that time gone very fast at there...when i am on my way back to my home with my motor, i have been thinking...when will we have this again...maybe 10 years later...hehe...wondering the next gathering will all turn a new look...hehehe...anyway i just wonder...time do pass very fast..all the memories of my friends will be remember forever...Friendship Forever...once a friend, forever will be friend...hehehe...
So this is what happening...although i didn't go for a holiday to somewhere else but is ok...i feel quite nice staying at home and i do know how to relax my mind at home...hehehe...i just hope my home is in the jungle then it will be more peaceful...hahaha...just joking...
Somehow i have to find back my determination to study...i know is just a few more months to go then i can really relax and happily wait to be accept to any university...so got to work hard now...gambateh to all my friends...my slogan "i know i can do it"...hehehe...

Bye bye to my oldest pet...

Wondering what is my oldest pet?...
taaadaaa...
that is my tortoises...
oh actually can't say is my tortoise, is suppose to be my brother pets...
i did rare tortoise before when i was in standard 3(if not mistaken)but had pass away after 1 year...so this 2 tortoises belong to my brother...the bigger tortoise which is female is already 10 years old while the other just 7 years old and is a male...at first thought want to let them mating...hehe...anyway the attempt was futile...for your information, the male tortoise is as big as your palm and the female tortoise will be much bigger by 20 % of the male tortoise...


On the 11th of June...finally my family made the decision to say bye bye to our lovely tortoises...there a lot of reason why we shall release them...
1)My aunt say we must not rare tortoise but must release them...as you all know when we want to get good luck and throw away the bad luck, we release animal likes birds, pigeons and tortoises..this is based on my aunt say...
2)My brother doesn't care his tortoise anymore...only my mum and me are taking care the tortoise...buying food and bath them...
3)I felt pity to keep them in a small baby bath tub...hardly got enough space for them to move...
4)I think is the time to let them become independent...hehehe...
Actually i tried a lot of time to tell my brother to release them but he refuse..after so long, he said is hard for him to release them...got feeling to the tortoises already...hahaha...anyway he had to agree finally...he had release them to the lake garden...somewhere near the zoo(i think so)...so if u had take a walk in the lake garden and suddenly meet up with a tortoise, it might be one of my lovely tortoise...hehehe...last but not least, i hope that my tortoises will survive at the new environment..really pray hard to God...hehehe...

What is love?

I have receive an email from somebody telling me what is love?...and here's the definition...

Psychiatrist Harry Stack Sullivan says:
"When the satisfaction, happiness, and security of another are as real to you as your own, you truly love that person." This desire to see you satisfied, happy, and secure is more than a feeling. It is more permanent than an emotion. It is an act of my mind and my will. It is my decision (I am going to love you) and my commitment (I will say, do, and be whatever you need for your satisfaction, happiness, and security). In other words, I decide that I am going to love you as I love myself. And I am committed to provide as best I can whatever promotes your true happiness.

If based on this definition to say you are in love then i can confirm that i am not in love with any guys yet...hehehe...

Almost 1 week...

Time do pass very fast...now only left 1 more week of holiday...sigh...this holiday been resting at home only...
i do have gone hiking with my friend on Thursday...
erm...
nothing much to say as nothing special is happening around me...hehehe...
but after all i think i can leave some comment about a novel i read during this holiday...
Title : Slow Burn
Author : Julie Garwood(New York Times Bestselling Author)
Comment : As you know i don't like novel that drag a lot without any much climax...this will make me feel boring with the book and it will took me few weeks to finish reading it...so my comment about this novel is it makes me spend 4 days to complete reading it...i won't say what is all about but i will only tell you that is worth reading it...enjoy reading this book...i was given chance to grade this book, i can say i will grade it 8 stars out of 10...

Peace of mind...

Its already the 5th day of my holiday...yet nothing special...i have been staying at home, reading storybook and surfing the net...friends do cal me go out...but because of certain problem, i didn't go out...then they cal me go swimming today...sigh...i don't know how to swim,thus my mum don't let me go...so until now i do go out but is with my mum lo and is also because i became her driver...fetching her go market...that's all...been staying at home these feel days...feeling like i am resting my mind...i try not to think anything...feeling peaceful...but i think it will be wonderful if i was in somewhere where is full with greenery rather than at home...maybe in the jungle...hahaha,,,i think it will be nice to rest your mind in jungle...you can feel the nature call...how hope i was at there...hehehe...