yeah school holiday...haha..even though for only 6 days...it means a lot to me and i am going to stop working already...as u know raya is coming so i might off already either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow...have to stop soon as exam is coming so must focus on my study...sigh...
my friend say me again...sob sob...hehe...maybe i wrong? or maybe it the way i use to do it?...i know is a bit rude...hahaha...i try will try to change this habit la k...anything special?...ermmmm...let me think...sigh nothing to tel...hahaha...got to stop here...have to work later...gambateh still few days more and then i can stay at my home already...i miss my home...hahaha...

recently have been busy wrapping hamper already...first time i heard so many orders(150 hampers and need it by the next day)...thats why yesterday i work so late around 2 am only go back...hahaha...so tired..even worse is tomorrow which mean today morning i still have to go school...damn tired...hehehe...anyway just a few more days and i will focus on my study already...later i have to go work...hopefully i can finish up my homework tonight...gambateh...

i have pass my essay and finish up my homework...i plan to do revision but i think i have to postpone again as now i am still working and i still have a story book to read finish...on Thursday,18/9/08, i have watched a movie entitled "Money Not Enough II"...a very sad and touching story...its show how great a mother's love to their child...i watch that show until late at night about 2.30 in the early morning...hahaha...then i wake up at 6am to get prepare to go to school...i can't believe i only sleep for 3 hours and thats why i fell very sleepy during class lesson...my friend don't like my habit of falling asleep in class...very sorry...hardly for me to control myself from fall asleep..she more angry when i fall asleep during tuition too...i very remember her words to me,"serena are you really that tired? do u know u had miss an interesting story told by teacher?..after hearing this,i am awake now...hehehe...i promise not to do it anymore...sorry ya...

today seem to be my lucky day....very happy...how nice if everyday is also my lucky day...first of all,the most important thing is my exam date is going to be postpone to 13/18 of October...yeah i will have extra time to study already...thanks god so much...God's have given me the chance so i have to appreciate it properly...i will not disappointed everyone...hehehe...i know i can do it...then i have already finish typing my essay competition which have about 1500 words...and i also have finish my homework already...so i have a lot of time to play,study,read story book and many more...yeah...some more tomorrow no school....yeah...things suddenly goes so well...Thanks God's...

sigh...i didn't go out today...today,15/9/08, is the moon cake festival!!!! i am sure lake garden have a lot of people playing candles and lantern...a bit sad because i didn't go lake today but yet i had go lake yesterday..although it will not be as crowded as today...anyway i am grateful,at least i can get the chance to go celebrate...next year i must grad the chance to go lake to play lanterns at there because every year i went lake just to have a walk and look around people lighting up candles...so next year i must really join together to have fun!!
oh my god...time did really pass very fast...honestly say,i still didn't do revision yet...i have been busy working and then do my homework...thats all...i can't continue like this...i will fail in my exam if like this...die la me this time..."HARDWORKING + DETERMINATION = SUCCESS"...yet i only have hardworking but no determination to study...so it can't end up success...now i have to make myself have the determination to study...serena gambateh!!!!! I KNOW I CAN DO IT!!!!!
11 o'clock at night...i receive my friend,Ong's message,after reading it,i smile...first time i receive a friend's thanks message...she thanks me for my advice to her...the message was sweet,a wonderful thing for my friend...wish her good luck in both exam and human relationship...

i was quite happy today...having the chance to go out with my new and old friends to the recently opened Taiping Central to have our lunch...we chose to eat at Sushi King...quite enjoyable during that time...we are having our jokes and playing games together...i did really enjoy it...such a memorable day for me...hehehe...dun worry our next plan is to go starbucks coffee...hehehe...

today...sigh...my mood seem to be more sad than happy...happy because i might have the chance to go celebrate moon cake festival with my friends at lake garden...yeah...but.... =( ...history is going to happen again...my end year exam might change two student to L6D...this had happen before during my august test...teacher had also choose two students name to be put at L6D but they will study at L6C...so i thought it will be end...so shock when my class monitor told us that teacher will choose again two student to be place in L6D based on our final year exam...die la this time...the past test i study so hard also get such bad result already,now even worse already because i am now working while studying some more i didn't really concentrate in class...i use to over sleep in class...hehehe...just now my friends and i together had a discussion about our chemistry exercise question...at that time only i realize that i don't know anything...what my friends say out,in my mind was like "oh my god i had totally forgot everything...die la"...i hate myself for being so forgetful...i use to think that maybe i had chose a wrong path but i can't reverse back now...i have to go through this path by hook or by crook...i very scare now...i must really wake up already...be more hardworking,serena...i don't want to go back L6D... i want to remain in L6C...may GOD bless me...i know just asking for GOD help,will not make me remain in my class...all i have to do now is study hard,be prepare for my coming exam...i know i can do it!!!!

today is quite a hectic life for me in school...i got two practical experiment to carry out...sigh...the result was not really very good...anyway at least i manage to finish it...maybe have to deduct a little bit marks...hehehe...oh moon cake festival coming soon...i am very happy...as u know moon cake festival is a very fun festival..maybe for me la is very fun...i love to enjoy the candle light in the lake garden...wonderful scenery with the full moon...amazing...ever since i saw this scenery,it always kept in my mind and i will not miss the chance to come lake garden during the moon cake festival day which will be fall on this Sunday!!!!...sad to say,this year i think i can't go...i have to work...maybe if can at least i hope i can go have a look..not to walk around the lake garden with my friends but maybe sit on a motorcycle with my brother and pass by the lake garden...sigh...hopefully can la...hehehe...

recently feeling much better...i try to relax..not to worry so much as i am still a student,all i have to do is to focus on my study...so now i really have to start do revision for my own good...hehehe...i know i can do it...i think now my life is getting better...i and my friends also start to turn better...i know how to handle already...thank GOD for helping...i know GOD are always by my side to guide me...thank very much...

after hearing what my mum had told me yesterday...suddenly i ask myself is it i too worried already...i always worried even is just a small matter...my mum call me to relax...don't too worried...she scare i might gets some kind of sickness...hahaha...after hearing i think i realize that there is no point i keep worried too much...let it be...let the GOD's decide my future is going be...relax serena...i do really change a lot...i feel that there is a gap between me and my friends...can't be like last time during form 5 where i always happy go lucky...now i hardly laugh or make joke...even if i am making joke now to my friend,they feel like whats wrong with me and i feel like i was so stupid...i hardly can talk or play with my friends...to my friends,they feel so tension when with me...i now always do my homework and hardly talking in the class during free period...one of the reason is because i have a part time job...so i cannot waste my time...sigh...my friends tell me to join together when they are talking...i try but end up i feel that i am only watching u all talking...i hardly can join u all...i don't know whats wrong with me...feeling like want to shout out loud...can anyone help me???.........maybe i think too much...i will try to relax my mind...be optimistic...

wow...luckily i get well today..that is why i can donate blood...ermmm...how was the feeling when donating blood? its not that pain like what people say...my process of donating the blood was quite fast as my blood flowing was fast...the nurse said is a good thing but my blood colour was not dark red,slightly lighter...maybe not enough hemoglobin...hehehe...but after donating blood i was given hot milo,an apple and a packet of cookies...then my hand start to feel tired and a little bit pain..nw i looked at my hand and it seem that my hand start to lebam...dun worry it will soon be ok back...anyway i am happy because i can donate blood,i can help to save people...yeah...hehehe...
just now my friend told me about my response to her...i can't describe how...but i felt sorry after hearing it...i didn't mean to hurt her...anyway i will try my best to change this bad behavior...i am so sorry...

i fall sick,i had flu...sad...more sad because i can't donate blood tomorrow!!!!i want to donate,not just because want to help people but also because i want to get the experience of donating blood...most of my friends scare so they dare not donate...i didn't scare but i can't donate...damn sad why i sick? sigh...what i can do is to wait for the next donation already...hehehe...today i saw my overall result..not really satisfactory...must get a better result ...