Exam coming...

Time pass so fast...so fast is already mid February...so fast my monthly test coming but luckily just a simple one...i mean not in full format so every paper will be a modify paper...kind of relax for me...hehehe..because i still didn't fully prepare myself for STPM....got to go do revision already...hehehe...luckily i heard a very happy news to me...i am going for a school trip on this April...the best thing is most of the thing was free of charge...this is because this trip was organize by the school koperasi so as a member of the koperasi, we get to go there without paying so much...we only need to pay for the expenses like games...yeah...kind of fun i think...hehehe...hopefully ya...

What a shock...

Everything is in God's plan...just like today...i never thought i will faint in school...hehehe...today my school had held a blood donation champaign..as usual i volunteer to donate my blood just like last year...due to this blood donation and my biology practical experiment, i chose to come school in state of going Ipoh with my family...something unbelievable happened...this was my second time i donate...so after donation, my friend and i wanted to go back biology laboratory..at that time my friend asked me together go back class which is on the third floor to take our books...at first i refuse because i feel something will happen to myself if i go up but anyway i also went up as my friend seem to so desperate to go upstairs...hehehe...so i follow her go back our class..once i reach the classroom i start to feel a bit dizzy...i try to rest myself...soon we go downstairs back to the lab..once i reach the lab i straight away sit on a bench and try to close my eyes,relax myself...the worst thing is my vision went blur...what i seen start to turn white dots..more and more...at that time i start to feel scared...i might die..hahaha..this is what i thought...then my teacher say that my face looks pale and he called me to rest...after some time, my face turn worst..white,very pale...my friend was shock to see me like that...so they decided to bring me go see the nurse...at that time my vision was almost white..i can't see colour..scary for me but i still can hear something so i try to walk go but i just manage to walk till the door of the lab and i just pass out...hahaha...can't believe it...after that my teacher and my fellow friends help to wake me up...very thanks to them...just when the nurse come to the lab, i am back to conscious...i manage to walk back to the hall for some rest..drink some hot drink and rest for a while...soon i am back to normal but for me everything was just like a dream...i had wake up from my dream...during my unconsciousness, i heard how my friends and teacher help me...i can hear but i can't open my eyes...wow...seem like i had bring much trouble to everyone..very sorry ya...hehehe...anyway thanks to does who are so care and help me a lot...thanks very much...what happened today will be remember forever...hehehe...

Sport Day = Valentine Day ...

Today,14 of February, my school had held the school sport day...kind of disappointed with how the sport day are hell...it was totally different from my former school...really can't believe it...i never thought that my last sport day are going to end up like this...not as grand as my former school...really can't describe my feeling...even my friends also feel weird..sigh...anyway the red team had win which mean my team had won the overall beat team for 2009...after so many days busy about the sport things...is time to relax for a while...just a while only...now i have to work hard for my study already...sigh...form six life was tough...been busy since the beginning of the year...sigh...i need rest but i know it will be after December...so i still have about 10 months to work hard...after that i can rest as much as i can already...really hope that day come soon...

oh ya today was a Valentine Day...a very special day for couples but not for single...so today was not a special day for me...hehehe...i still don't know when will i celebrate Valentine Days...anyway i will wait...wait for God's plan...hehehe...anyway Happy Valentine Days...

Kind of disappointed...

Yesterday was a great day...i enter the sport event for 4x400m,1500m n tarik tali...so yesterday was the event 4 tarik tali n so happy that we manage to go final round which will be on tis sat...but today i was kind of disappointed with myself...i enter the 4x400m event n we only manage to get third place...kind of sad to myself because i was the cause of everything...i can't speed like the rest...sigh...very sorry to my others friends...now i have backache, leg n hand also pain...sigh...i scare i can't do better on sat...sat is our school sport day so i hopefully i can still run and have the energy to beat my opponent in tarik tali...may god bless me...i can't believe that i can run...i got that feeling that my stamina had improve a lot...last time i won't enter any running event...now i feel running was quite nice also...maybe after sport day i might go for a jog during my free time...hopefully i got the time to do it..i scare i don't have time to relax also as time is moving fast so STPM is coming soon...gotta work hard d...sigh...really hope that i can perform better this sat...gambateh...

Still In CNY Mood...hehehe...

Now i kind of relax and enjoy my life...hehehe...i have time to finish up my homework, time to take a nap, time to do household chores and time to watch television...hehehe...really enjoy my life now...but i shall wake up already as only left 9 months for me to study for my STPM...wow time really past so fast...my mind are still fresh with the time when i just enter lower six...sigh...i shall work hard now...gambateh serena...i know i can do it...

Time Waits For No One...

So fast my 19th of Chinese New Year had passed...tomorrow school is going to reopen and as usual i am going to cycle to school...sigh...another time of disappointment...at first my friend had promise me to sell her motorcycle to me but she broke her promise then my dad promise to give me a car but i don't really put high hope on what he say...and then my brother promise me that he will help me financially to buy a new motorcycle and end up, it was just like talking without any black and white...i was so sad...i cried once more but this time i don't feel so sad...maybe because i had experience so many times of disappointment, so i don't really feel too emotional anymore...i will just accept the fact...i came from a poor family so i shall not ask for more...this is what i shall remember in my mind...i heard people tell me that everything is God's plan...if it is so then i hope that there will be no more any disappointment on me...i can't bear it anymore...seem like this year is the year where i experienced so many times of disappointment..i was very tired...i hope it can stop now...now i doesn't really hope for anythings anymore...although i still hope to get a motor, but i know the chances is very small...sigh...