Fighting...

"I would rather be in the friendzone than in a relationship with someone who doesn't appreciate me."

                                                                                      

I have slowly slowly adapt myself back to square one...

I allowed myself to feel sad and emo for few days..

I keep telling myself that I will be alright, time will heal it...

I tried to stay optimistic...

As days go by..

I start to build back the wall that is protecting me with better materials...

I have locked the door to my heart...

One message..

The wall just cracked...

I almost want to open the door...

I am still fighting...

I wondered how much energy left for this fight...

I wondered will I breakdown...

Somehow...

I know my buddies want me to win this fight..

They are ready to support me and stand by my side...

So...

I am trying my best to fight relentlessly...