Confusion...

I am in a very confusing state now...

I thought I like my job,
But I am not really doing well...

I thought I am doing well,
But I still get bad remarks from boss...

I thought I am improving,
But I still get scolded for repeating the same mistakes...

I thought I am happy with my work,
But I received feedback from my boss that I am unhappy...

I thought maybe I should change my job,
But I could not find a strong reason to do so...

I thought I am outgoing,
But I seems to be an introvert in my boss view... 

I thought....
I always thought.....

It's time I should stay alert and focus, but I still swayed elsewhere...

Although I always wish someone can help me, there is ONLY this person can help me...
I am still in the midst of searching...