i can't believe what i had listened yesterday...it makes me surprise,shock and also envy...hahaha...so hard for me to believe...really we can fall in love so easily?i have no idea...but i do really hope it won't happen to me...i mean in now age and also i didn't meet my mr right yet also...hahaha...anyway i was just shock a can people fall in love and then break up so easily...not to everyone but most of the teenagers nowadays...sigh...

i quite scare now...i must train myself to have the determination to study while working...i set the date 1 sept,i will do revision everyday...i must more hardworking...

today go back sch d...luckily din late to school...as usual sch lesson start then time out go back home..luckily today no homework...but i have to work around 5 in the evening...hehe...quite happy today,not because of school reopen but because of i had finally finished watching a Taiwan drama entitled "fated to love you"...what a wonderful drama...1 of the best Taiwan drama i ever watch...ya besides that i was happy because my math result was better than i expected...very happy...i thought i might nearly fail math test...thank GOD...i will work harder 4 my coming exam..i know i can do it...

sigh...sch holiday goin to finish oredi...seem lik tis holiday i din reli enjoy oso cos been bz wif sch tin then workin sumore...sad..sumore tot holiday wana study 4 my final exam,end up din study anytin oso...hehehe...mz reli plan a time 2 study d...i dun1 my final exam result is the same lik my august test...mz be better...gambateh....

wow during tis holiday i cant rest at all...after the graduation nite,the next day i hv 2 go work part time oredi...pity me rite...hehehe...actually if can i dun1 2 work cos i wan 2 focus on my study but becos of having financial problem so i hv 2 work...sigh..my life seem so tough...sumtimes i do reli jealous bout sum ppl who ntg 2 wori,they gt money,a complete family n a prefect love...hahaha...money?if my family got then i nonit cum out work d...family?mine not bad la live wif my mum ,uncle,brothers n recently 2 new member my sis-in-law n her daughter...love?ever since i born i dun even hv a date be4...ermm..mayb becos i am ugly n sumtimes do reli quite fierce n oh ya last time i study in all girls sch so i dun reli hv guys fren...i am an introverted person...tats y i dun mix wif ppl easily..i hv lots of frens but i dun hv best fren...so sumtimes i do jealous my fren who got their own best fren...hahaha...seem lik i am a person who lik to feel jealous but dun wori my jelous is 4 a while oli...whenever i felt jealous of sumtin the next day i wil be fine bak oredi...hehehe..same 2 my love life oso...majoriti gals n guys nw enjoy dating life..tat goes 2 most of my fren too..i do jealous my fren who gt ppl 2 love n care...i 1 2 experience it oso...hahaha...tis is wat i always tin but if i tin long i wont hope 4 tis kind of love life which is cal puppy love...i would prefer a long lasting love rather then a short n sweet love...n honestly say if i reli fall in love i would love tat person 4 the rest of my life...i jz wonder hw can ppl change their love partner so easily...i am a person who reli appreciate love...love is beautiful n mystery..cant u jz wonder hw special the love is..hahaha...i blive one day i wil meet my mr.right..dun hv 2 be very handsum,rich or hv a good body figure..my request was jz a guy who can make me feel secure n loyal...i jz 1 a guy who is loyal 2 me...if i find him i would be very grateful 2 GOD...thankz 4 full full filling my wish...

I am very sad yesterday...not oli tat sad+stress...aaarrrggghhh...almost wana give up myself d...luckily i knw hw 2 stop tis thinking...so nw i am ok d...be optimistic...ntg is impossible...wana knw y i sad...sigh...becos of my exam result lo...although din fail but sad cos din gt the mark i wish for..i reli study finish the scope needed but i cant blive my marks is lower than my frens who not study finish...very dissappointed wif myself...sigh...f6 is reli a very hard..much much harder than f5...anyway tats wat i am thinking yesterday...anyway i knw hw 2 release my stress...hahaha...i knw i can do it...

ok hw bout 2day? i am very happy cos i almost finish wat i hv 2 do...i oredi plan after mon,i wil do revision evryday...hope i can gt a better score on the cumin final yr exam...i blive practice makes prefect...hehe...n of course i knw i can do it...hahaha...is impossible 2 call me study 4 the whole daysrite...so i do wil find my time 2 relax such as watching movie...recently i am looking for a japenese movie entitle "Hana Yori Dango"...i wish i can gt 2 watch tis show cos tis show is worth 2 watch...in meantime i wil be watching other show 1st...i pray hard everyday not oli hope i can score better nx time but oso hope i can find tis show...hahaha...i blive GOD my help me...hehehe....anyway maybe after mon i wil update my blog again...cos i am bz wif the graduation nite tats goin 2 hell on tis cumin mon..so sfter mon i tin i will hv the time but if i din update my blog tats means i wil be working part time d...sigh...seem lik my life is so hectic...hahaha...anyway do enjoy my life...

hahaha...after so long...finally i do write sumtin here...my exam jz finish today...a relieve 4 me...yeah !!!!!!! wat shall talk bout 2day...ntg special happen...

Well a brief description bout me k...hehehe...
i am nw a pre-U student(lower 6),studying bio,chem in SMJK Hua Lian...i stil dun understand "y i give up a chance tat r given 2 me once be4?"...tats y i end up in pre-U nw...honestly say,i do regret bout my decision...y am i not tough enuf 2 take the chance...hahaha...god hv given me tis chance but i giv up...felt so sori...sad...anyway since i hv chose a new path nw,i shall go on..i mz prove 2 myself tat tis path wil be better than tat chance...i my slogan "i knw i can do it"...keep goin serena...ok tats all 4 2day k...will be continue...hehehe...