Silence...

" Remember one thing: except for silence,

everything else is your imagination - howsoever beautiful, 

because only in your silence are you close to very center of existence."

~Osho~

                                                                 

Recently I quite enjoy being in silence..

Because when you really quiet down yourself, 

you actually can see how your thoughts are running around..

When you really silent yourself from any distractions (people, phones, social media and etc)..

You will be able to know your true self.

You will be able to know why are you keeping yourself busy.

You will be able to know what is your fear.

You will be able to know what are you actually avoiding.

With this, you can face yourself more truthful..

Do not questions..

Your fear.. 

Your avoidance.. 

Your ignorance..

Your anger..

Your joy..

But acknowledge them..

Make peace with yourself..

In a busy life..

Where you chase after money, love, career and others,

You should really have some quiet time for yourself..

Believe me..

The time spend on silence will be worth it..=)

Missing you...

 "It takes someone really brave to be a mother, 

someone strong to raise a child and 

someone special to love someone more than herself."

                                                        

I miss you, mum! =)

Although I did not miss you every single day..

When I do, I still hope to meet you, to hug you and to talk to you all days..

Sometimes I wondered who will I be if you are still here..

Who I am today, will it be the same if you are here?

If I can trade anything that I have with just 5 minutes of meeting you, 

I will be so willingly and grateful to accept this trade..

Sadly, this trade will never come..

It will only be my dream..

Thank you for I have been smiling thinking of you..

Thank you for your sacrifices that makes me realize the importance of health..

Thank you for giving me this chance of living on my own..

Thank you for whatever you have did, is for my own good..

Thank you for I am proud to be your daughter..

Thank you so much and I will always miss you, mum! =)

Lets meet again in our next life..=D

Loving myself..

"If you love yourself, you love others.

 If you hate yourself, you hate others.

 Because in relationship with others...

the other is nothing but a mirror.."

 ~Osho~

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I am glad that I am on the right path..

Although it may be a bit slow, do I need to rush?

As I know myself more..

I think it is time to make some changes to myself..

After all, I am still young to fall, get up and fall again..

As long as I am standing strong on my own principle of life, I am doing alright..

I may need to let go a lot of stuff..

But true stuff will be always be with you when there is chance..

This is my life and I have full responsibility on it..

Changes is beautiful..

I have faith in myself..=)