Thoughts...

Thoughts come and go in our daily lives.
Thoughts varies according to our mood.

When happy...
I thought of building my own house.
I thought of involving myself to music.
I thought of success in my career path.
I thought of living my life without worries.
I thought of getting close to the nature as much as I can.
I thought of doing something incredible like handcraft stuff.

When sad...
I thought of myself being ugly, fat and anti-social.
I thought of myself being so useless and hopeless.
I thought of hiding myself until people come and look for me.
I thought of running away to a place where nobody know me.
I thought of myself as a lazy person that always waste my time.
I thought of ending my life because I am tired of living in this world.

When jealous...
I thought of how will I be if I am a genius.
I thought of how will I be if I am a celebrity.
I thought of how I wish I am born in a rich family.
I thought of why certain people have good and easy life.
I thought of why people have such loving and happy family.
I thought of blaming the world for giving me such difficult path to walk.

When lonely...
I thought of having a pet to talk with.
I thought of disconnecting myself from everyone.
I thought of having someone special to spend times together.
I thought of the memories spend with my mum back in Taiping.
I thought of my mum still living and waiting me to go back Taiping.
I thought of showing my vulnerabilities to someone I am really comfortable with.

When angry...
I thought of  forever not talking to people that cheat.
I thought of scolding ignorant people that waste food.
I thought of killing ignorant people that destroy the nature.
I thought of punishing road bully that endanger other people lives.
I thought of telling the whole world how stupidity a person can be.
I thought of blaming myself for being so ignorant to all the bad things that happen.

All these are part of my thoughts; come and go as they wish.
Awareness is important to allow you to determine your thoughts.

Some thoughts can be achieved.
Some thoughts can be forgotten.

Allow the thoughts to come and go.
As long as you are aware with yourself, never let negative thoughts consume you.

Always have a good laugh at your thoughts.
This is what I did always...=D