My undang-undang test...

Saturday, 15.11.2008, finally i go listen to khusus KPP...whoa the time was so long from 8am to 4pm...at first it was very boring and as usual i fall asleep during the khusus...it was divided into 2 sessions so the first session was very boring but the second session must better...so after that i knew that the latest test is on Tuesday...if i didn't take Tuesday test then Friday only i can take d because i have a trip to Maxwell Hill with my class friends on Wednesday and overnight at there...only yesterday i come back from Maxwell Hill..this is all because of the biology project to catch insects...so finally i made the decision to take the test on Tuesday...only 3 days for me to study...luckily i pass the exam...so happy...so tomorrow i will go for khusus motor...haiz again will take very long time until 4pm...

Thank God...

i am thankful to God about yesterday incident...if i give up, i am sure that will be the end of my life...i went to waterfall nearby my house with my cousin sister...i almost drown...my legs are unable to stand on any stone in the waterfall...so at that time i only use both of my hand to hold on a big stone...if i leave my hand, i will be drown in the waterfall as the water is flowing very fast...my mind at that moment was like "shall i die here? Is this the end of my life?"...till now i still remember this incident very well...still fresh in my mind but i felt scary also...luckily at last my leg manage to touch on a stone ...wow...a very scary experience to me...this year is a bad luck for horse...so be careful k...hehehe...

disappointment...

i kept consoling myself...feeling very sad and disappointed with myself...my final year result is not satisfactory for me...i think is worse than august test...so sad...i just keep blaming myself for not working hard enough for my study...or maybe i should change the way i study for my exam...i must proof to myself that i can do it...i know i can do it and i must make sure that i can do it...don't give up...never ever thought of giving up...as long as i work harder and harder for my next exam, i am sure i will get good result...may God bless me...i know that i must sacrificed a lot of things in order to get what i want...its just depends on whether i am willing or not....