It's HOLIDAY!!!!!

Time to have fun...2 weeks for us to rest but after that we shall face the challenge that is approaching...the STPM...anyway yesterday i was kind of sad...sad with my result...i should know that this mid year test i would not get good result...sigh...no matter tou feel sad or happy life still goes on...so i rather chose to pass each day with a smile...=)

Exam fever....

So long i did not update my blog...that does not mean that i have been busy studying until no time to take a look on my blog...hehehe...is actually because i can't log in to blogger since last week...not really bother about it until my bro told me that our computer had virus...so virus are the cause of everything...soon my bro solve this and that's why i can update my blog now...hehehe...erm during last 2 week, i fell sick for 4 days...i got sorethroat then flu and then fever...oh don't worry is not H1N1 k...hehehe...but at that time i really thought i might got it...hahaha...or maybe dengue...hahaha...i thought of this because the first time i had fever for so long...usually its only takes me 1 day to recover from fever but this time was different...i recover then i fell sick again...again and again...so i fell sick on Friday and then skip school on Monday...at that time i was not fully recover...i got no voice to talk...so scare because in the meantime my MUET speaking is coming...its almost took me 1 week to fully recover...on Friday i got no voice and that worries my friends because MUET speaking exam is on next Tuesday...my friends seem to call me to drink honey and some remedies to recover my voice back...thanks for their concern...luckily i manage to get my voice back and manage to do some practice with my friends just the day before my exam...so overall the exam is not bad...i do hope at least i can get a band 4...may God bless me...hehehe...now i have been rushing to study for my mid exam which was next week...full format...sigh...feeling so tired...hope that next Friday reach soon...then i can have fun for few days before preparing for my STPM...really want to have enough sleep...i can't wait for the holiday where i can have enough sleep, eat and have fun...hope the day reach soon but don't end that soon...hehehe...

Learning to be more independent...

Quite some time i never update my blog...kind of busy actually...so just a brief about my past few weeks...talk about the latest...i just pass 3 paper of my MUET test...now left 1 more paper to go which will be on 12 May 09...anyway most of my friends say this test was very hard but i didn't feel neither hard nor easy...for me is ok la but i don't like what i feel about this test...whenever i say that test is ok, i won't get good result...its true...if i think is very hard at least my result will become better...hehehe...anyway i really hope this won't be true for this test...i really want to get good result for this test because i don't want to retake...have to pay extra money, spend more time...sigh...really hope i can pass my MUET test with flying colours then only i can truly focus on my study...may God bless me k...hehehe...ok another 1 things which i would like to talk about is my Genting trip with my friends...19th and 20th of April, i went for a school trip to Genting...neither very fun nor very bored...but at last i manage to went into the casino...wow...totally a different world inside...the environment was so bad, smell of cigarette ...can't imagine the worker there have to work for hours under such environment, high risk of cancer...anyway i also didn't stay there very long but i thought of want to play...hehehe...so the next day we went to Ipoh for shopping...maybe it was to hectic and tired...so not really in the mood to shop...anyway overall the trip was not bad...do really learn a lot things...i love to learn new things...gain more experience and learn to be observant...recently facing some problems...sigh...very tired...sometimes i just found myself suffocate...hardly to be able to breathe...thinking that i can't go on with my life...sigh but anyway is just a thought...i won't be that stupid to end my life...i know there is still a lot more things to learn...so how can i give up?...i want to learn more...so be optimist...i always bear in my mind about my slogan "i know i can do it"...so i shall learn to be more independent...i know my whole life won't be like that..there must be ups and downs...so just face the challenge now...hehehe...

Doubt....

Something just happened...i don't know is a good things or a bad things...but this time i was quite calm...never over worried...hehehe...i believe as people grew older, their mind start to think more mature...this is what happen to me now...oh my goodness...sometimes i just feel that there is a gap between my friends...not all of course...maybe because i had experienced a lot of things, somethings which i don't hope to experienced it and yet it happened to me...so i learn to be tough...i know everything must end with a solution...so i learn to figure out the solution...there are a lot of things i have thought before...something impossible but what will happen if that is possible? Just like an example of if i was not good in my study, maybe i will start working right after SPM, then i can earn money for my family...if not like now, i still need money from my family...sometimes i just think what is the purpose i study? People will say you get a better degree then your salary will be higher...but i start to doubt...

Time pass quick please...

Recently i felt my life was so busy...i never felt like this before...maybe because i stress up myself...STPM do really a scary examination which makes people headache, hectic and fatigue...almost like dying...anyway i just pass my MUET trial yesterday...i sat for 3 papers except speaking...so at least i do got a good result in paper 1 which is listening part...very happy but yet tired because this was not the real MUET test...how nice if it is...at least i can relieve for a while...anyway 2 more weeks and i am really going to sit for the test...but i can't focus fully on MUET as my mid year exam is coming soon...this time is even much much harder than my previous test...awww...i not really can understand chemistry...really very tired...i so hope this year can pass as fast as possible...i really can't bear to face it...

Busy yet fun...

I can say that this year is the most hectic year i ever faced...somehow is kind of fun also...compare to last year, this year i knew more friends...hehehe...early month of this year i had been busy working and doing biology project and after that i thought i could rest but i had to study for monthly test but the result was bad..sigh...so after attending today's six form counsel meeting...my life start to turn back busy...i have been in charge of the souvenir for Teacher's Day and orientation camp...then i was chosen to participate in Forum Pelajar competition...some more mid year exam is coming and MUET test also...next Wednesday will be MUET trial...oh my godness..almost going die soon...sigh...

Another piece of artwork after 2 years...

When i heard about a stamp design competition which held in school on last Monday, my reaction was nothing...if the past of me i am sure i will be very interested to took part but not now anymore...after all i do took part in this competition...hehe...first is because my friend called me to took part seem like i guarantee will win..hahaha...its funny k...second is because i want to get co curriculum marks...i plan to complete my co curriculum marks as soon as possible so that i can spend more time for study...anyway i started drawing on Tuesday and then spend about an hour per day to complete my drawing...so i took 3 days to complete it as the dateline is on Friday...hehe...when i finished my final touch up, i have the feeling of don't want to pass up..i prefer to keep it...hehehe...anyway i was happy that the drawing turned out great...since i had pass my SPM, i think almost 2 years i never touch on my water color...hehehe...i thought my coloring will drop but luckily i still manage to maintain my standard...hehehe...