Attachment..

"What is it that makes you cry?

It is only your attachments.

What is it that you miss when it is lost?

It is the object of your attachment.

Ponder over this."

~Osho~

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That uneasy feeling..
That feeling of being left-out..
That feeling of no longer important..

It brings out sadness in me..
Sometimes I wonder..
Why do I feels it?
Does it matter to me?

Usually I will just let it lingers for a while..
Hoping that I will understand it..
Maybe one day..
I will be able to know it..

You...

“My whole teaching is simply this,

Accept yourself,

Love yourself,

Worship yourself,

Celebrate yourself.”

~Osho~

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You are like a teacher that life has given to me..
You make me happy..
You make me sad..
You make me angry..
You make me smile..

Just seeing you will makes me smile..
Just hugging you takes all my stress away..

Sometimes you makes me speechless..
Sometimes you makes me cry..

Occasionally I will questioned myself,
“Why am I acting like this?”
“What is my feelings right now?”

You makes me see a different perspective..
You makes me know myself even more..
You makes me feels love..

Thank you for being with me..=)

The Mind..

“What are your emotions, your moods, your sentiments? - just a turmoil.

 And because of this turmoil you cannot see your own nature. 

You go on missing yourself.”

~Osho~

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The mind is very tricky..
Sometimes it leads you to think negatively..
Sometimes it brings happiness to you..

You need to be wise..
You need to observe..
You need to have moment of silence..

Then you will be able to know the mind..

What I want to do,
And what I can do is so different..
When all your want’s are just in your head..
In reality, you do nothing..

Apologize...

"Love is nothing without action. 

Trust is nothing without proof. 

And sorry is nothing without change."

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First of all, my sincere apologize to myself..

Forgetting to post in the month of July..

I guess I have been busy with a lot of stuffs..

But that should not be an excuse..

I just forgot about it..=D

Some people say sorry without thinking much..

Some people find it difficult to say sorry..

Sometimes saying sorry,

Does not mean you did wrong..

Does not show you are weak..

Does not mean you have lose..

When you have think through,

You have decided to let it go..

You have decided to forgive..

This is the best time to say I am sorry..

It is not the number of apologize being said,
It is the way you express your apologize,
That will show who you are..=)

Balance...

“Life is a balance between rest and movement.”

~Osho~

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It has been a busy month for me..

Sometimes I really wish I have more times for everything..

I need to spend time for my work..

I need time to rest..

I want to spend some time on my plants..

I want to spend some time with my love ones..

Sometimes there is a thought..

A thought that will make you question yourself..

“What have you done so far?”

I always want to plant more plants

In my house or garden..

I thought of building a tiny house for myself..

I want to prepare my own meals for the day..

I want to lead a simple life..

But currently..

I need to spend more time on my works..

I need to spend more time with my love ones..

I guess I just need to find the balance in my life..

Time to make some changes..

I know I can do it..=)

Be or Become...

"All the Buddhas of all the ages 

have been telling you a very simple fact:

Be - don't try to Become. 

Within these two words, be and becoming, 

your whole life is contained."

~ Osho ~

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To be and To Become may sounds the same..

But they bring different meaning..

Sometimes I am in doubt too..

Am I be?

or

Am I become?

I am still looking at myself for myself..

Searching for the Be who you are..

Wonder how long it takes..

Although as time pass, I Become who am I..

But deep down,

As long as I am always observing and aware of myself..

Maybe one day, 

I can Be who I am..

Distance...

“Everybody is appearing with a mask which is smiling, happy-looking, 

so everybody is deceiving everybody else.

You also appear with a mask, so others think you are happier,

you think others are happier. 

That is the illusion that distance creates.”

~Osho~

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The moments when I decided to start a new life..

Somewhere far from the city..

I am prepared for what might happen..

Initially I thought everything is still fine..

But eventually things become more distant..

I still remember when I am single,

I do not understand why my friend who have boyfriend seems busy..

Now that I am in a relationship,

I think back and I start to wonder..

Am I really busy?

Am I being forgotten?

Maybe this is how life goes..

You do thought of the good old memories..

But it was a past tense..

This new life I am having now..

I do enjoyed a lot..

Despite feeling sad occasionally..

I never regret my decision..

A wise man told me before..

“As you walk on your own path, you get lonelier and its ok.

Do not be afraid. 

Do not turn back.

Just keep walking and believe in yourself.”