This is me...

“Remember, when you are deeply in love your mind ceases to be. 

There is no past, only the present moment becomes everything. 

When you are in love the present is the only time, 

the now is all- no past, no future.”

~Osho~

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So fast 6 months had passed..
How are you feeling it? =D

Sometimes you will feel annoy or angry,
When I keep asking you questions..

You feels worried,
When I always skipped my meals..

I guessed you do feels hurt,
When I tease you..

I cannot remember every single things you did told me..

Sometimes I feels I am taking you for granted,
Asking you to be my driver and help me buy stuff..

I still remember your face expression of devastation..
When I cried so badly and saying harsh words..

The moment when I did not convey my message properly to you,
You feels angry and voice out..
That scare me a while..
But I feels touched..
When you actually cried regretting your action..

Sometimes I am trying to bring fun into my life..
When I act cute in front of you..
When I do stupid things and you will say me crazy..
You must have a lot of patience in entertaining me..

So like it or not,
This is me and I see it in myself..

Until today,
Occasionally...
I still ask myself..
Am I really have a boyfriend?

I always feel grateful..
For your presence in my life..

I am pretty sure you will not like the following sentences..

If one day, we will not be able to be together..
Be it death or some other reasons..
Let’s cherish every moments now..
For you have bring colours to my life..
Love you always, my pig..=)