Busy...busy...busy...

If you call me to describe one word for my third semester, i can only tell you "busy"...hahahaha...I came UPM for roughly 3 weeks and i did not get to go Midvalley at all...hahahha...i have been so busy visiting the farm, doing reports, meetings, taking care of my trees and vegetables...hahahaha...anyway i did enjoy going to the farm...hahahaha...i am currently planting onion and kangkung, then have been giving the responsibility to take care of 6 durian trees of 7 months old...hahahaha...got to make sure that the trees does not die because if die mean i am going to fail this practical result...so really have to put in effort...hahaha...starting from the month of September, many things happened around me...got good, bad, sad and happy things...anyway i learn a lot throughout this month...hopefully everything is fine now...exam is coming so got to study hard lo...hahaha...actually now i really wish for a motor...sigh...UPM is so big that i find it so difficult to walk...too many farm and they are not all in a place...it can happen to be fruit farm is on the South while vegetable farm is on the North...sigh...i turn darker and darker...i scare i might become Indian soon...hahaha...

Back to UPM...

The first thing when i reach UPM, i face water shortage...OMG...this is how UPM welcome me back...so damn sad as i not really can tidy my room properly cos no water...i want to mop the floor but no water...sigh...now even wan to get drinking water also a problem...hopefully water supply will be back soon...pray hard to God...

After reading back the one week lesson that i have miss, i did feel scared because this semester is much harder than previous semester...quite a lot of tests and practicals...hopefully i will be able to cope with it...shall work hard and less fun d...sad sad...hahahahaha...

Anyway at first plan next weekend only go back but seem like this time i forget 2 bring too many things d...i do not know why...very sad lo...maybe holiday too long till forget many things that are not in my room...i forget my toner, lotion and toothpaste and many more that not really important as compare to this...sigh...still thinking whether want to go back this weekend or next weekend...

I learn the most precious lesson...

If I recalled back last last time how I used to help my mum with her household chores, I realize that I am just helping only a very little things…the job as a housewife is not as easy as it seem…hahahaha…only when you are in the real situation, you understand something...I used to think that why my mum is being so busy at home that I hardly saw her take a rest…I will never forget last Monday, 12.9.2011, this is the day which I finally realize how hard the life of a mother…hahahaha…I will never forget that day because start from 9am till 3pm I have doing what a mother should do…offer food to God’s, wash clothes, hang clothes, boil water, prepare food for lunch, cook, bath my mum and few more that I cannot remember d…hahahahaha…i did manage to take a rest for few minutes then there will just be something to do...hahahaha...it was really a tiring day for me but I did learn a lot that day…thanks God for giving me this opportunity to learn what a precious lesson…hahahaha…I guess the next time I am back home, I shall help my mum to do as much work as I can…hahahaha…

I really want to go back study but suddenly my heart feels so heavy to leave my mum alone in the house…I do wish that I am still on holiday then I have no worries about my studies…I worried my mum being alone in the house…she must feel lonely without me by her side talking to her and taking care of her…I felt sad for myself too…I did want to go back UPM but I also do not want to leave my mum alone...sigh…as time approaching, I have mixed feeling…I am happy because I get to study but I also feel sad because I have to leave my mum…how I wish to keep her by my side all the time…what I can do now is to pray to God…
I hope that she is fine without me by her side…
I hope that she is always happy…
I hope that her wound can heal faster…
I hope that she can regain her energy and rest at home as long as she wants…
I am willing to do anything as long as my prayers is hear…Thanks God…^_^

My choice...

If you will be given another one week holiday, will you be happy?
I guess the answer should be yes, of course…^_^
However I did not feel that…

I see and read many of my friends who are now packing and feeling sad of leaving their hometown…most of us seem to refuse to go back study while me was given another 1 week holiday…hahahaha…I should feel grateful right…the reason is I have to take care of my mum who have just finish surgery…
Luckily my mum are now getting better so hopefully by the time I am really have to go back study, she can take care of herself…My brothers? If I really depend on them, the house will be in complete mess…so I have to stay at home not only take care of my mum but also to do all the household chores…at last I understand how great our mum is to in charge of the house…keeping a house in clean condition is quite a challenge…hahahaha…luckily I did manage to do it well…hahahaha…

I guess hardly there are people who can understand my feelings now…if nothing happens, then I should now be in my hostel room blogging about how I feel to be in UPM…hahahaha…sometimes things are just not in our control…I never thought that I would skip for a week classes…anyway this is my choice and i will never regret it…^_^

So fast my 4 months of holiday is going to end soon…I feel sad but at the same time also happy a bit…I am sad because I cannot take care of my mum when she really need me and happy because I can study back…4 months of holiday neither be short nor long…time just pass so fast that you barely follow up the speed…I guess I will just like to make a summary for my holidays…hahahaha…

SUMMARY OF MY 4 MONTHS HOLIDAY

May (the starting holiday month)
My holiday started and I feel so happy to be back Taiping and meet all my friends…this is the only month where I met majority of my friends…although we hardly got any big project that I can remember but I do met Sher-Lyn who going back Singapore at the end of the month…hahahaha…shall meet her back during next year CNY..

June (the slow and steady month)
Hahahahaha….I think for quite a long time to figure out what is happening during this month and I get nothings…hahahaha…maybe someone can let me know because I guess this month I stay most of the time at home, watching dramas and doing my university task…hahahaha…if I not mistaken there is this one times that we went out to Station One at night and really enjoy the music and games too…^_^

July (the most enjoyable month)
This month was quite nice…the first day of the month already went to Penang with Poh Juan, Txin and Li Chui…quite an enjoyable trip that I can still remember…hahahaha…then went to Sunway Lagoon with Txin, Khai Li, Jen Yong, Yan Ming, Jennifer, Poh Juan and Poh Juan’s friend, Alex…this trip was very fun…after a long long time I did not enter Sunway Lagoon, finally I get to go and I feel so excited…hahahaha…during that time get to met up with Cynthia, Shirleen, Khai Ming and Jun-Lyn was nice too…hahahaha…do not forget another trip to Ipoh with Txin, Jennifer, Poh Juan and Alex…that is also another nice trip to Ipoh…not only get to eat nice food, we also manage to visit beautiful temple in Ipoh…yeah…hahaha…

August (the fastest month)
To me, this month pass the fastest…the first of August, I started working and just yesterday that I end my works…so most of the time I spend was in my working place…but during this month I did went to Penang with Siew Yong, Txin, Jennifer and Jing Rui…quite nice too because we went to Gurney Drive to eat…hahahahaa…then there is few farewell gathering for Jane and Siew Yong…one back to Texas and the other one is Miri…oh not to forget a very nice and big sleepover at Txin house on the end of the month…that was also a very nice things…We chat and play all along then too bad that I have to work so I could not join them to Mcd for breakfast…hahaha…

THE END

1 more week to go…
Now I shall spend my last week in Taiping to the fullness…I have a lot of place to go and a lot of food to eat…hahahaha…hopefully my mum is going to get well soon and hopefully my coming semester will be more fun…hahahaha…I really miss studying and excited to meet my juniors…hahahaha…so fast I am now a senior…one last things, to my buddies, hopefully we will have lots of gathering in KL too...hahahaha…

I hate my current mood...

Recently been in a moody state most of the time...sigh...i hate my current mood and i cannot make myself happy...the main problem is i do not know the reason why i feel moody...maybe because i feel sick as i have been falling sick since holiday...sigh...i just hope i will be happy back again soon...please go away my moody mood...i hate it!!!!!

I do not know why out of sudden i will be in an emo state...hopefully by writing out my current mood will make it disappear from me as fast as possible...I know i can do it!!! all i need is time...

Hong Kong Drama...

Maybe it is due to recently being spend most of the time watching Hong Kong drama, I start to feel that Hong Kong drama is kind of boring...hahahaha...maybe it is also because I watch too fast that is why I hardly can remember the drama...I also started to feel that the background prop of the Hong Kong drama really not good...I can say almost 80% of the drama background is fake...their budget is so low that makes the whole drama boring...the only thing that I am impress is the actors and actress...they are really good because they tried to improve the overall standard of the drama...if without them, I think Hong Kong drama will not be that nice any more...but the storyline of Hong Kong drama is getting boring...hardly there is anything memorable that I can remember after watching the drama...I watch quite a number of Hong Kong drama since my holiday start and I can hardly remember any nice parts that want me to watch them for the second time...I cannot say it is about my speed of watching the drama because even watching Korean and Taiwan drama, there is part that I would love to watch again...Korean drama is far more interesting including the background and the look of the Korean people are also better looking...hahahaha...sigh...started to feel disappointed with Hong Kong drama...so I am now planing to quickly complete watching few more Hong Kong drama and then can delete from my movie collection d...then i can look forward for Korean drama...hahahaha...