My choice...

If you will be given another one week holiday, will you be happy?
I guess the answer should be yes, of course…^_^
However I did not feel that…

I see and read many of my friends who are now packing and feeling sad of leaving their hometown…most of us seem to refuse to go back study while me was given another 1 week holiday…hahahaha…I should feel grateful right…the reason is I have to take care of my mum who have just finish surgery…
Luckily my mum are now getting better so hopefully by the time I am really have to go back study, she can take care of herself…My brothers? If I really depend on them, the house will be in complete mess…so I have to stay at home not only take care of my mum but also to do all the household chores…at last I understand how great our mum is to in charge of the house…keeping a house in clean condition is quite a challenge…hahahaha…luckily I did manage to do it well…hahahaha…

I guess hardly there are people who can understand my feelings now…if nothing happens, then I should now be in my hostel room blogging about how I feel to be in UPM…hahahaha…sometimes things are just not in our control…I never thought that I would skip for a week classes…anyway this is my choice and i will never regret it…^_^

So fast my 4 months of holiday is going to end soon…I feel sad but at the same time also happy a bit…I am sad because I cannot take care of my mum when she really need me and happy because I can study back…4 months of holiday neither be short nor long…time just pass so fast that you barely follow up the speed…I guess I will just like to make a summary for my holidays…hahahaha…

SUMMARY OF MY 4 MONTHS HOLIDAY

May (the starting holiday month)
My holiday started and I feel so happy to be back Taiping and meet all my friends…this is the only month where I met majority of my friends…although we hardly got any big project that I can remember but I do met Sher-Lyn who going back Singapore at the end of the month…hahahaha…shall meet her back during next year CNY..

June (the slow and steady month)
Hahahahaha….I think for quite a long time to figure out what is happening during this month and I get nothings…hahahaha…maybe someone can let me know because I guess this month I stay most of the time at home, watching dramas and doing my university task…hahahaha…if I not mistaken there is this one times that we went out to Station One at night and really enjoy the music and games too…^_^

July (the most enjoyable month)
This month was quite nice…the first day of the month already went to Penang with Poh Juan, Txin and Li Chui…quite an enjoyable trip that I can still remember…hahahaha…then went to Sunway Lagoon with Txin, Khai Li, Jen Yong, Yan Ming, Jennifer, Poh Juan and Poh Juan’s friend, Alex…this trip was very fun…after a long long time I did not enter Sunway Lagoon, finally I get to go and I feel so excited…hahahaha…during that time get to met up with Cynthia, Shirleen, Khai Ming and Jun-Lyn was nice too…hahahaha…do not forget another trip to Ipoh with Txin, Jennifer, Poh Juan and Alex…that is also another nice trip to Ipoh…not only get to eat nice food, we also manage to visit beautiful temple in Ipoh…yeah…hahaha…

August (the fastest month)
To me, this month pass the fastest…the first of August, I started working and just yesterday that I end my works…so most of the time I spend was in my working place…but during this month I did went to Penang with Siew Yong, Txin, Jennifer and Jing Rui…quite nice too because we went to Gurney Drive to eat…hahahahaa…then there is few farewell gathering for Jane and Siew Yong…one back to Texas and the other one is Miri…oh not to forget a very nice and big sleepover at Txin house on the end of the month…that was also a very nice things…We chat and play all along then too bad that I have to work so I could not join them to Mcd for breakfast…hahaha…

THE END

1 more week to go…
Now I shall spend my last week in Taiping to the fullness…I have a lot of place to go and a lot of food to eat…hahahaha…hopefully my mum is going to get well soon and hopefully my coming semester will be more fun…hahahaha…I really miss studying and excited to meet my juniors…hahahaha…so fast I am now a senior…one last things, to my buddies, hopefully we will have lots of gathering in KL too...hahahaha…

I hate my current mood...

Recently been in a moody state most of the time...sigh...i hate my current mood and i cannot make myself happy...the main problem is i do not know the reason why i feel moody...maybe because i feel sick as i have been falling sick since holiday...sigh...i just hope i will be happy back again soon...please go away my moody mood...i hate it!!!!!

I do not know why out of sudden i will be in an emo state...hopefully by writing out my current mood will make it disappear from me as fast as possible...I know i can do it!!! all i need is time...

Hong Kong Drama...

Maybe it is due to recently being spend most of the time watching Hong Kong drama, I start to feel that Hong Kong drama is kind of boring...hahahaha...maybe it is also because I watch too fast that is why I hardly can remember the drama...I also started to feel that the background prop of the Hong Kong drama really not good...I can say almost 80% of the drama background is fake...their budget is so low that makes the whole drama boring...the only thing that I am impress is the actors and actress...they are really good because they tried to improve the overall standard of the drama...if without them, I think Hong Kong drama will not be that nice any more...but the storyline of Hong Kong drama is getting boring...hardly there is anything memorable that I can remember after watching the drama...I watch quite a number of Hong Kong drama since my holiday start and I can hardly remember any nice parts that want me to watch them for the second time...I cannot say it is about my speed of watching the drama because even watching Korean and Taiwan drama, there is part that I would love to watch again...Korean drama is far more interesting including the background and the look of the Korean people are also better looking...hahahaha...sigh...started to feel disappointed with Hong Kong drama...so I am now planing to quickly complete watching few more Hong Kong drama and then can delete from my movie collection d...then i can look forward for Korean drama...hahahaha...

Recover with some memories...

Last Monday was my last day of wrapping the pampers and I felt extremely tired that day but still going out at night with friends…I am still fine with this but just one day after Monday, I catch a mild cold but I again go out to Txin house to watch Jay Chou concert…hahaha..of course through DVD in her home…then the next day, I felt dizzy and slight fever…so as usual I know what to do that is eat panadol and let myself rest…but the mild fever just come and go and come again…hahaha…in the evening I felt okay but at night I start to feel dizzy and my cold still have not fully recover…so again take medicine and rest…hahahaha…early morning, my bro wake me up cal me to bring him to work…that time I felt okay again so I just get up as I also felt that I sleep too much…hahahaha…but after came home, I felt not really good…again feeling uncomfortable but not as worse as yesterday…I planned to go visit doctor at 10am but no helmet so cannot follow my second bro out…so I rest again and planned to visit the doctor at 2pm…my mum phone me at 10.30am and told me that if I follow my bro out later then I have to wait till 3pm only will have doctor…you know yesterday is Friday which explained everything…hahahaha…so I continue to sleep and kind of lazy want to wait for so long so I give up on meeting the doctor at 2pm…my mum say if really not well then she bring me meet the doctor at 7pm…actually I am feeling much better already but not yet fully recover…my friends did called me out yesterday but I think I really cannot and I got thought of go someone funeral but at last I gave up also…after dinner, my mum gave me flu medicine to eat and I fall asleep after that…hahaha…I think I slept from 8.30pm yesterday till 6.30am today….woke up morning because bring my mum to market…of course drive car because I scare the morning breeze might cause me to fell sick again if I drive motor…hahaha…anyway thanks God as I finally recover…

Suddenly feeling weird of what I am thinking yesterday…if I can still recalled, I found it weird…as I fell asleep, I recalled back the time I in UPM; when I sit the bus to main campus, when I have been alone in the library studying and the time in my hostel room watching movie and also chatting with roommates and course mates…I also think back of the time I had with my buddies at a lot of places; Tambun Lost World, Gua Tempurung and shopping at Queensbay Mall…hahahaha…suddenly missed all this moment together…I am now getting use to the life in Taiping, I do not know what will happen when I have to go back to UPM…maybe homesick and missed my buddies again but at the same time excited as i can learn more of my courses and graduated…although I do not know what my future might be, I am going to face it bravely…even though in the future I might end up working at the field not related to my course, I will try my best to do for the best…hahahaha…

So to my friends,
Do not think so much of what your future might be…do not worry too much of what you will be in the future…as long as you been able to live each and every day with no regrets; you have did the best for yourself…hahahaha…crapping again but this is what I always told myself…I am now trying to live my life with no regrets but I just feel that my life is some kind of boring…hahahaha…

How your future will be?

This thought came in my mind today…suddenly feeling curious of my future…hahahaha…now I lead a not really exciting yet not really boring life…sigh…other than eating, sleeping and bathing, I will just online, read books and watch drama…sigh…been repeating this kind of life since holiday…I do went out with friends for movies, drink and recently is picnic…it is this part that add to the exciting point of my life…I know human being will never satisfied with what they have…when you are given this, you ask for that…so when you get that more than you wish for, than you will hope to get back this…hahaha…actually I am describing myself…for examples, if I everyday went out with friends, I will miss the time staying at home and vice versa…just the same as a single person will always hope to find a partner because they do not want to stay single and yet for some people who are now currently couple might wish to go back to their single life…this is my today thought…this thought always come in my mind, I want to kick it out because it make me feel life is kind of boring but I know maybe I need to use my whole lifetime to get rid of it…never mine I know this thought will disappear soon but also will reappear again…hahahaha…

It's my luck...

Hahaha…I am sooooo happy today…yesterday feel so tired and sad because of that job but today is vice versa…hahaha…they told me that they had made a mistake, I was actually require to pack 35 boxes instead of 105 boxes…hahahaha…I was shocked at first to listen this then they confirm with me and I feel happy and relieve…hahahaha…I was told to wrap according to 3 sizes of the pampers…so now I just left M size which is out of stock…that is why tomorrow I am off…the stock for M size will only come on Thursday and since I already finish packing L and XL so tomorrow off day for me…hahaha…but now I think back, I actually wasted 1 extra day because 35 boxes can finish in 2 days time…hahaha…plus my skill improve today, I can pack per box with just 22 minutes…hahaha….so today is not as tired as yesterday but I still clumsy because I injured my leg…hahaha…yesterday is my left hand, today my right leg turn…anyway just a small bruises and feeling slightly pain but still I can walk…hahahaha…oh ya not to forget, I also going to have sore throat soon…sigh…

Time do pass really fast…I guess another few weeks my friends who study private universities are going to study their new coming semester…how come this is so fast…too fast that I have end 1 month out of 4 months of my holiday…so I just left 3 months but I think is no longer holiday for me because the coming months I will be working d so hardly be able to enjoy that much…actually I do feel a bit sad because at first I thought my this holiday is going to be very fun with friends outing and gathering but everything just seem normal…nothing very exciting happens that I want to say…I am not saying that I do not enjoy my holiday with my friends and family, I did enjoyed but there just lack of something…something that I do not know how to describe…hahahaha…