My thought of today...

Since I am so free at home now…I think I will try my best to spend some time for storybooks and also my blog…hahaha…so I just want to share my thought of today with you all…

Early morning around 6 something, my mum woke me up to bring her to Tesco…hahaha…the weather was cold so I decide to drive car go there and luckily my mum agreed too…this is the first time I shop at Tesco for so early, as if the whole Tesco was being booked by me…no one is there except the workers…hahaha…so just my mum and I in the supermarket and that is all also because of the promotion for a detergent call TOP…sigh…early morning woke up just to buy this…so we brought 7 packets of TOP...sounds crazy right… hahahaha…bad luck is we forget that today is Saturday so no plastic bag…hahaha…thanks to mum also for saying that we only want to buy TOP so no need to take the trolley…sigh…I have to carry 4 bags weigh 3 kg each to walk back to my car…so as I walk, due to so heavy and my hand hardly can hold it; suddenly came a thought of how nice it is if there is man to help us…hahahaha…I feel so funny to have this kind of thought…

Do you know sometimes I just wish there is someone I can depend on…someone who can help me when I am in need for help maybe just helping me carry heavy things…I feel myself too independent…I learn to fix the electric switch because the guys in my family just love to drag things…when you call them to do it, they will never do it on the spot…so I get fed up and I learn it by myself…I do not like this but I have to do it…sigh…every time when I face any problems, I will just figure it out myself…my mind automatically will find alternatives for me to settle the problems…I guess this is because of my mum too…thanks to my mum for training me up to become independent…hahaha…since secondary, I have to settle my problems by myself...I learn to arrange which tuition shall I take and my transportation to tuition too…unlike nowadays teenager who have parents bringing them to school and tuition; taking care of their children so much…I am not saying that my mum does not love me but I know she has her ways of loving me…as I grows up, I start to realize and clear with what my mum is doing…that is why I feel myself is mature, at least more mature than my two elder brothers…hahaha…people usually say that the youngest is the most childish and love pampers…that is why some of my friends thought I was the elders in the family…hahaha…I can feel that too because sometimes I have to take care of my brothers more than they taking care of me…I was so jealous to people who have brothers that loves and take care of their younger sister…hahaha…how I wish my brothers will be like that too…hahaha…sound impossible right…hahaha…

Maybe you all will think that women nowadays should be independent…I agree too but there is just sometimes where women hope for someone to rely on…I just do not want to be too independent…hahaha…

Updated...

Today my friend told me to update my blog so as her wish I did it...hahaha...honestly said what that have been written here is only part of me...maybe only 85% of myself while the other 15%, I would like to be kept in mystery...something that sometimes I also do not understand…I guess you all know what I mean…maybe there is people who really understand themselves so much but not for me…I do not 100% understand of myself…sometimes I just feel weird with what I have done…hahaha…

To my buddies, I maybe kind, loving, caring, hardworking and sometimes crazy but to my university mates, I am a mystery girl…hahaha…that is what I have heard from my roommate…she told me that I am so mystery, I heard them told stories involve every aspect – family, friend, education and love but hardly they will be able to hear story from me…hahahaha…

Sometimes I do prefer to just listen because I know WORDS can be a dangerous weapon…you must learn how to use it properly…otherwise it will only brings bad impacts to you…there is once ago this WORDS had bring me sadness, guilt and regret…so I have promise and tell myself that I am not going to repeat the same mistake…

Just only know my second semester result…”Thanks” to one of my course mate who took results so importantly…it is she who told me that result is out and as usual she will ask the same question…I know she treat me as one of her competitor…honestly say I do not like this kind of situation…sometimes it make you feel stress…I want to enjoy my life…I do not want to go university just to get good grade, at least I hope I can balance between my social life and education…so far so good…of course my this semester results have dropped and if I say I feel nothing, confirm that sentence is not said from my mouth…hahaha…I do feel kind of sad but I accept my results…I know the effort that I had put in my second semester so this is the results…what I can do is to work even harder for the coming semester…I know my following semester might be more busy but hopefully I can cope with it…eh I cannot hope but is a must to me…I must make sure that I can handle both my university activities and results well…I know I can do it…hahahaha…

P/S: recently there is some idea appearing in my mind…maybe shall do some handicraft for my collection soon…hahahaha…

Summer's Desire

This is the first time i want to review about a Taiwan drama called Summer's Desire...this drama was introduced by my cousin sister...she told me that this drama was not bad, worth watching, at least for once...my first impression towards this drama was not really good because of Barbie Hsu...hahaha...not really like Barbie Hsu acting but after watching this drama, i was impress with Barbie Hsu acting...i couldn't think of anyone else that suit her character in this drama...i am not going to like Barbie Hsu anyway but i really enjoy watching her act in this drama...

Of course there will be people who after watching this drama will feel okay only or boring or so so only...i am not going to say that this drama is very nice but i enjoyed watching this drama...at least for the first time i feel that Taiwan drama does not drag that much and every episodes is not bad; it only contains 14 episodes...if i not mistaken, there is only 1 episode that i feel quite boring, the rest was okay...although the starting part i feel blur but soon i get to understand what the story is about...hahaha...it is a love story anyway...a very special love story about two guys who so deeply in love with a girl...i think i like to watch those love movies that show how deeply in love a guy/girl towards their love ones...i found that this drama focus on love more than anything...i like the "young master" in this drama...he shows me how deeply he is in love with Barbie Hsu...he is willingly to use any methods to get the one he loves...maybe after you all watched, you will feel that he is overbearing, high ego or wicked but i feel this is all because of love...he put love more than anything...hahahaha...

Anyway it's up to you whether you want to watch it or not, whether you feel nice or bad...i just feel love is a very special things that happens in human being...some may thinks love is complicated; love is blind; love is tiring but to me love is sweet...as long as you know how to love a person, love will make you alive...so i hope i can fall in love...of course not now, but maybe in the future...hahaha...

I've came back Taiping!!!

It have been a week I'm in Taiping...of course i have go out several times with my friends...one word to describe enjoy...hehehe...but this time i came Taiping, i cannot just relax and have fun everyday...of course i got to work, this is what i will always do when i have holidays...moreover this time i have 4 months holiday, impossible to call me just stay at home and watch movies...i feel guilty and wasting my time...hahaha...so anyway i sure have to search for job soon but i have another work to do...something that requires me to face the computer almost whole day...sigh.. i am very impress with those who can face the computer 24 hours...hahaha...somehow i manage my time quite well so i have no problem with my task so far...i manage to pass up on time to my leader and in the meantime i still go out with my friends...hahaha...now trying to complete my task for this week then i can have fun for no worries...i am still waiting for more friends to come back Taiping and we will have party once more...hahaha...just only tidy up my room and recall back all those memories i have been through...it's memorable and i feel grateful for i still keep those sweet memories with me...hahahaha...

Recently i have another new hobby...maybe it is due to my course so i loves gardening now...hahaha...First semester i have been to the farm and do gardening but second semester, i always stay in lab...never been to the farm throughout the semester...
Before i came back, my mum been asking me how to propagate peppermint and pandan...so i just briefly told her the way and what type of soil should use...hahaha...then when i came back, i saw the plants and hope that i can save them back...hahaha...i quickly change the soil medium and ask my mum not to water that plant so much of water...this is because i could not find a proper vase so i am using a container without hole at the bottom...so we cannot water the plant too much because excessive water will not be able to flow out but for few consecutive days i saw the plants is flooded with water...i ask my mum why u keep watering the plants...she said "I scare the plant will die, if wait you water, the plants died long time ago.Some more ee poh said must always water the plants." sigh and i replied "Mummy, do you know the plants will also die due to excessive water intake, the plants will die of drowning.I think no hope d la this plants all." My mum just laugh and said she will buy a new one and just let me do with it...so now the new plants grow well and i hope the pandan can grow too...i really enjoy gardening...hahaha...watching them grow with new roots and leaves, i feel so happy...hahahaha...

Desperate for love????

I was just wondering is that true that every singles especially girls are desperate for love…recently I heard from my friends that they want to have a date; they want love; they want somebody to care for them…

I was shock at that moment because there was also one time when I had this kind of thought but soon this thought fade…so out of sudden my friends asking me for advice…hahaha…I also do not know how to advise them…what I can do is to tell them how to handle this kind of thought…hahaha…

I know how this thought came…it is because of the surrounding…when most of your friends have at least experienced what love is, courtship and dating stage…so of course you who remain singles since the day you born will feel sad, lonely and maybe jealous towards them…all those questions will pop up in your mind; Why I can’t be like my friends to have a date? Why are there no guys who like me? When will I meet my prince charming? When you cannot find the answer then you will look for somebody to give you the answers…of course I did advise my friends as how I had advise myself…hahaha…

My friend told me that it is because of her looks or her body that make her still single but this is not true…obviously it is a false statement…it is fate and destiny that control everything…of course everything is in God’s hand…you cannot rush in finding your true love…

There are people who asking me how is the feeling of falling in love? Hahaha…can you, my friends who have fall in love before answer this question… I had once asked one of my friends who is so deeply in love on this questions…guess what’s her answer? She told me that she do not know how to answer…so how do you expect me to answer when I have zero experience in love…hahaha…I can just briefly told how is it based on what have been told by love dramas…I am still wonder is that really true when you fall in love with someone, you feel heart beating extremely fast when talking to that person…hahaha…I guess there will be still some time for me to really find out the answer…

For my friends, I look like a love expert but the truth is I never involved in any relationship…hahaha…that is just so funny…one of my wise friend told me about something that I start to realize and agree with him…he said that hardly a woman will be able to find her true love with just first love; a woman can only find her true love is after 2 to 5 times of involving herself in a relationship; women learn to become more clever to choose their ideal partner with every break up but the MOST WISE woman is those who are still single but have listens lots of stories from her friends who always in a relationship…^_^

Past Memories…Sweet Memories…

Hahaha…yesterday I thought I was suppose to start study at around 11pm but end up I look back those past photos that I have taken with my Convent girls and also Hua Lian friends…hahaha…all those sweet memories will live forever in our mind…even though there are some memories that I have forgotten but once I saw back the photos, my memories are back…hahaha…I was so miss those past memories…memories of friends gathering, birthdays, lantern festival and also graduation photos… those photos are just so sweet and enjoyable to have a look…from that photos, I also realize many things have change especially people…I saw some of my friends turn prettier while some still remain the same… for myself? I tin no difference…maybe I just change my hairstyle but I still feel I am still look the same…there are people who called me to keep long hair…they said I look better when long hair…is that true? I doubt…

At last, I am back...

This is the longest period i stop blogging...as usual reasons like busy, exams, poor internet connection and many more are the reasons to explain it..honestly say i was really very busy with my university society, exams, quiz, presentation, reports and assignments...so now i am clear with all this things, that is why i am able to blog back again...hahaha...i am grateful for i enjoyed better in my second semester...although works are more but friends also increase...among course mates, we are getting better together, laugh, talk and even jokes around...hahaha...that is a good sign...
now i am studying for my finals, then maybe i will have fun for few days...then got to work already...otherwise my coming semester, i am going to eat bread and stay in hostel only...this is scary man...hahahaha...my finals finish on 8th May but i will be in Taiping on 12th May...hahaha...this is because i am going to spend my time with my room mates to Malacca...yeah...great at last can go Malacca d...hahaha...
During my semester break, i will try to find as much money as possible...i got plenty of things to buy...camera, clothes, accessories and many more...hahaha..hopefully i will be able to find a job soon....
hopefully my finals is not going to be very hard...hahaha...i cannot wait to go back Taiping and meets my friends...hahahaha...miss you, gays so much!!! ^_^