A Brand New Life in UPM...

After 1 week of orientation, i finally know the feeling of homesick...throughout the week of orientation,i was still fine and i feel myself like participating in a camp...it was indeed a busy and tiring week...then the orientation ended on sat night...on sunday i went to The Mines with my roommate and Li Chui...the next day i fall sick, i guess i am having mild fever...today only i feel myself had recover...

University life was so much different...many things i have to settle myself...now i still not really get use to the new environment but the only good things i can say is i can focus on my study because here hardly got any entertainment like television...sometimes i do feel boring...hahahaha...anyway this is my new life...i have 3 Chinese same like me is a junior as my roommates, 1 of them are taking the same course as mine...hahaha...anyway they are indeed friendly too...so far we live in peace...hahahaha...i am glad that quite a number of Chinese taking the same course as mine...at first i thought my course might have only 3 to 4 Chinese but luckily we do have 8 Chinese...i quite enjoy the lessons i attend but start to feel headache when i heard about the presentation then exam coming and assignment...hopefully i can score well in the exam...i can say i have no regret of choosing Bachelor Science Horticulture in UPM...suddenly feel that this course can help me to achieve my dreams of becoming a landscape designer...of course with an excellent results only i will be guaranteed with a good job...so i must work hard for my future...hahahaha...

Goodbye Taiping...

"Goodbye Taiping" sounds like i am not coming back to Taiping anymore...hahahaha...what i mean is the first time i am leaving Taiping for so long...i will miss the rain, scenery n peaceful town of Taiping...hahahaha...tomorrow i am heading to KL with my mum...the time has arrived so i shall just face it...hahahaha...recently i am no longer having sleepless night, instead i will still sleep late at night but wake up early in the morning...maybe that's because i want to treasure the time i still in Taiping...i don't want my time wasted for sleeping...hahaha...yesterday i just packed ready all the things to bring to UPM...i didn;t bring many luggage because my transportation is bus...there are some things i will buy in KL...some of my friends are now in KL so i guess I'll try my best to spend some time hanging out with them...hahahaha...don't worry it's my promise...^_^

Sleepless night...

First of all, i shall apologize for not being able to update my blog...there are many reasons and the main cause is due to my home internet connection...I'm so sorry k...hehehe...
Latest news about me is i am going to UPM soon to further my studies...i was given my third choice that is Bachelor Science Horticulture in UPM...at first i do feel disappointing because i aim for my first choice in UM...anyway i felt grateful as i do like this course too...Thanks God...
i am going to KL on the 1st July then enrollment day is on 3rd July...so going to leave Taiping this Thursday...i do feel sad and having sleepless night these few days...hahaha...there are many things in my mind...i wonder how will the life be in UPM? Will i be able to adapt to the new environment?...i do feel scare...hahahaha...

It's coming...

Just a blink in my eyes, another month have gone...now is already mid April...i don't left much time anymore...i think about 2 months more and everyone are going their way,way to their future...when i was jobless at home, i feel time pass so slow and boring but after i work that goes the opposite...hahahaha...anyway i plan to resign soon, maybe end of April or mid of May...i should spend more time to have fun rather than just work...currently i am working at a dim sum restaurant in Lake Garden as a waitress...overall the job was not bad but i do prefer my old job...hehehehe...there are some plans with friends in the coming months, can't wait for it...hahahaha...i am also feeling excited to enter university...i wonder how is the life at there...now i just hope everything go smoothly...hope that i won't face any financial problem...hope that i can get any loan or scholarship...hope that i can get what i want...may God bless me ya...^_^

Jobless...

I should be happy because my mum didn't nag me to look for a job instead she told me if i couldn't find a job then stay at home...however i felt unhappy...i don't know why i will feel this way...sigh...being jobless suppose to be a happy thing,majority of the people hope for this kind of life...hahaha...to me it doesn't seem to be like this...i can't imagine i might stay at home for 3 months without any incomes...sigh...feeling useless for myself...if my family is rich then i have no worries at all...what i worries the most is the fees for my further education...with my current savings, i don't think is enough...there are still a lots of things to buy...i mean useful things for my life in uni...sigh...when talk about money really made people headache...i know ptptn loan will help me but i don't know how much amount I'll be able to get from ptptn loan or maybe i will be so unlucky to unable get ptptn loan..hahahaha...actually sometimes i do hate myself...i know there is a current job quite ok...that is be a kinder garden teacher...although the pay is not very high but at least the time is not long...the problem is i don't like teaching kids...sigh...i don't know whats wrong with me but whenever i imagine myself teaching kids,i feel scary...hahahahaha...that's y i still jobless now...another problem is my transportation...almost my whole family go to work with their own transport...my uncle with my mum will drive lorry then my elder bro will drive his car and my second bro will drive his motor...so left no other vehicles except my bicycle...sigh...i do thought of cycle to work but when i think of after work i have to cycle back to my home, i feel so tired...the weather, my energy left and bicycle made me feel so tiring...if i really cycle to work,i can guarantee the next time u all meet me, i will look like an Indian or Malays...hahahaha...to work i need to think of ways to solve my problems...sigh...how nice if i got motor now, then i can find any work i want...anyway i am not giving up to find jobs but if till May i still couldn't find any jobs then i will give up and get ready for my uni life...hahahaha...after telling this, i do feel some relief in my mind...^_^

A New Life....

After knowing my STPM result, a new life start to begin...of course i can confirm that i am not going to private universities...my only way to continue study is get to enter local university...i have make up my mind...i have chose what courses and which university i want...i just doubt to place which courses is the priority...i doubt..i don't know which courses i should place it as my first choice then second choice and so on...to me what i have chose seem to be equal...i keep this in mind "serena, the decision u made shall be the correct way to your future.You should not regret it one day.Believe in your decision.God is always by your side to guide you and lead you."...honestly say i do scare that i might end up jobless in future...hahaha but this might not happen too...we don't know what our future are going to be...

i do feel excited to enter uni life...
Why? The reasons are...
1.i can get to learn new things.
2.i can get to meet new friends.
3.i can learn to be independent.

anyway i do feel sad because...
1.i have to leave my home sweet home for a period of time.
2.i will miss my family.
3.i will miss my old friends.
4.i will miss the memories i spent with all my friends and family.
5.i will miss my mum's cooking.

Hopefully the new environment suits me...as i am taking those courses involved with ecologist and biodiversity or plants, so i guess my environment will be mostly greenery...hahahaha...green means peace of mind...^_^ ...its about 4 months more and i am going to enter uni...so now i should grad every chance to go out gathering with my friends...of course there are also time for my family too...hahahaha...i know when i enter uni, i should focus on my study more than anything else...i want to be the best among the best...at least with this aim, i can guarantee for my future...^_^...all the best to my friends...may God bless us...^_^

My unlucky CNY...

It's have been months ago i have not updated my blog...i can just said that i am busy with my job and i have nothing to share with everyone...nothing special have occur...lol...so now i am updating my blog because i hope that my bad luck will gone as soon as possible...i am not hoping for good luck but i do not wish for bad luck to fall on me...May God bless me...

Before CNY, i have cough for almost a week and i thought i will be getting better by the time CNY reach but this is just dreaming...i do visited the doctor and have already taken medicine but the sickness just won't leave me...sigh...

Anyway i was so happy on the eve of New Year not because of Chinese New Year or reunion dinner but it's because of i can finally sleep as much as i want...lol...after all at least on the first day of CNY i did come out with friends to play skating...so that was the first time i learn how to skate...it's quite scary and tiring...overall was not bad, of course i did fell down quite a lots of times...lol...

The second day of CNY, i stay at home whole day...so happy that i manage to read finish my series of comic...conclusion is that i spend my time reading storybooks,watching TV and surfing the net...

The third day of CNY, Wei Sheng came to Taiping and invited us to a movie but i didn't make it because there were a lots of people in the cinema...they can only get second row place from the screen...so it will be like so in front...i don't like to spend my money for a movie that i can't even be really enjoy watching...at night i do meet them at prima cafe...quite some time i didn't take cold drinks as my cough still has not recover so i just ordered a cup of hot white coffee...they planned to go skating and k-box the next day...so after that we meet up with my Convent friends at Prima Kopitiam...By 12.30am i reach home, i went to bed at around 1.30pm but i can't sleep...i think around 3am only i managed to fall asleep...

The forth day of CNY, i woke up early to go skating with friends...we reached Taiping Central at 10.30am and waited until around 11.45am only the skating place is open...this was my second time and i already know how to skate but there is still a bit fear, fear of falling down...lol...after all i only manage to do 2 complete round around the skating place and i fell down and injured my right hand...that's the most terrible thing i hate to happen on me...feeling my right hand was so tired and no energy...i didn't cry but was annoyed with my hand condition...i keep telling myself "everything is going to be back to normal soon, my hand please recover quick"...so i think i rested for more than an hour but my hand was still the same...tired and slightly pain...i saw people skating so happily...i want to join them too...sigh...after that my friend,Jun-Lyn came to join us at skating...due to my stubbornness i do skate again...just a few minutes later, i fell down again and injured my backbone...this is worse...i didn't cry but i shout in pain...i can't stand up and i was so scare that i might injured my spinal cord...after a while i did manage to stand up and rest at the safer side but my back are still pain...sigh...what an unlucky day...i spend RM10 to have fun but end up injured myself...so unlucky!!! I leave the skating place with Jing Rui and Sher Lyn ealier...we went for a walk and ended up resting at Nash Donuts...i was still in pain but i just try to bear the pain...i don't like that feeling...i hate it especially it's New Year time...why i can't back to normal...i hate pain...early morning i just ate breakfast and around 3.30pm only i ate my lunch at Mcdonald...i share with Jing Rui...although i was feeling hungry, the uncomfortable of my hand and my back made me not in the mood to eat...i only ate french fries...after that they headed to Shuh Pyng house...everyone seem so enjoy talking and laughing but somehow i was feeling uncomfortable...i kept telling myself "when i go back home, i should sleep and when wake up,everything will be okay"...so i did what i planned...my back pain was getting better but not my hand...at night around 8pm, Cynthia and some friends came visit me...they are just so happy playing cards and talking...i do join them...then around 9.30pm, we went out to Txin house for a movie and ended up going back home at 1.30pm...this is unbelievable, with my hand in pain i can still go out...sigh...

The fifth day of CNY, the most busy day...woke up early morning, my hand are still feeling pain but my back are recovering...as usual i still cough, i only found out that i got no voice when i contacted my mum...i was shocked and so sad with my health condition...my friends have planned to go k-box at 10.15am but i can't even speak...anyway i do go out to the hospital again...sigh...this time doctor gave me antibiotic...i really hope i can recover soon...after that i go "pai nian" with my friends and on the same time celebrating one of my friend, Yan Ming's birthday...that was a tirng day that my back felt tired and a bit pain...i only went back home at 1.30am...sigh...

The sixth day of CNY, i actually have to start work today...i woke up due to my alarm ringing...i try to talk but the attempt was futile...then suddenly felt so warm...i am going to get fever...it's really suffering...my hand is still the same,no energy and a bit pain, my back are tired too...no voice and keep on coughing...i really hope all this will go away from me as fast as possible...so i have to take leave from my work...sigh...after take medicine and rest, now i'm feeling better...hope by tomorrow my voice are back...it's so suffer that you can't talk...really pray hard to God...sigh...