What an unlucky day...

15.8.09...i shall remember this day...the day when i feel myself so unlucky...the day before, i felt tired because tomorrow is Saturday and yet we need to come to school as usual..sigh..then at night i plan not to go school but suddenly i thought of an important things that i need to hand in to a teacher...so i got to go school on Saturday...i had to wake up early in the morning around 6am to bring my mum to the market..what an unlucky day when i found out that the tyre of the motorbike pancit when i almost reach the market...what i was very angry is how am i going back to my house..i was thinking "God, are U don't want me to go to school?"i tried to phone my youngest uncle for help but he was not in town then i phone another uncle for help and almost 7am only i reach home...so without wasting my time i quickly get ready to go to school...at first i thought of walk to school but my mum insisted that i cycle as the time was in a hurry too...so i cycle to school...luckily i manage to reach school just in time...Thanks God...anyway i felt a bit of regret because that day the class was boring...not many teachers are teaching...they just let us to do our own works so kind of boring at school...
time do pass quickly and its time to go home...i parked my bicycle outside the school so it was under hot sun...when i took out my key to open the lock, i was shock to found out that my bicycle key had lost...i search through my pocket but none...my mind was blank at that time because i don't have any spare key neither with me nor in home...so i thought of asking the guard help to break open my lock...anyway i didn't ask for the guard help...i planned to walk back home and discuss with family first...for your information, i won't bring a small umbrella with me unless i plan to walk home...so that day i walk back to my home under the hot sun...it was so hot and i was feeling hungry...sigh...the climax is on the way home i kept thinking how can i lost the key so i take out the key one more time and was feeling shock+angry...how can i take the wrong key to school...i mistakenly taken my brother's key...no wonder there is no bicycle key...i was so geram...why i can made such stupid mistake...anyway i do walk back home and when i reach home i asked my cousin for my key and they told me my brother had took mine key to work...i was damn angry telling them to give another key instead of mine but they can't find the other key...so i angrily enter my room and found out the other key was just on the table...i called them and told them...they answered "oh its here, i thought the key had lost.Thanks ya" and they just walked out from my room...oh my goodness why am i so unlucky...Is it the God really don't want me to go to school?when i managed to reach school in time, HE chose to let me can't go back with my bicycle..hahaha...
the story not yet end...my elder brother have to drive to work because of the motorbike pancit so he plan to bring me go take the motor during his recess time but he can't make it so he ask me to find any way to go take by myself...anyway with my friends help i managed to go to the town but on the way to the town, its raining cats and dogs so my whole body got wet...when i reach my youngest uncle shop, i was told that the motorbike key is not with them but the motorbike is at my uncle shop...i can just watch that motor without the key...i phoned my elder brother for that key and waited for him almost an hour in a wet condition...i only managed to wipe my body with a towel but my shirt and pant are still wet...i was freezing because of the weather...don't forget that my bicycle are still at school...that time was almost 6pm and its still raining...finally i got that key and drive back home...luckily my cousin is willing to help me to go take the bicycle...so i drive her to my school and she will cycle back to home while i will followed her back to home...after bathing i felt i was going to fall sick...so sad i can't go out with my old friends...luckily today i wake up feeling fine...i so scare that i might fall sick...Thanks God...that's all for now...sigh...what an unlucky day...

1st of August 2009 - What a wonderful day!

One of the memorable day in my life...although i was not dress as pretty as my other friends, i do enjoy the day...1st of August is the day for Graduation Night 2008/2009...i can say that this year the graduation night was awesome...much much better than last year...Thanks to the Lower 6 students hard works...Thanks a lot ya...hehehe...that night was a wonderful night...we dance, we sing, and we really have fun...there are a lot of performances going on, people singing, digi advertisement, dancing and a guy performing Michael Jackson...everything was so nice...this yea there are four finalist for Mr and Miss Form 6 08/09...surprisingly both are also from my class...hahaha...Mr. Form 6 will be Tan Wei Sheng, a very friendly guy yet likes to do stupid things and jokes everywhere while for Miss Form 6 will be our friend Ng Poh Juan, a quiet girl but sometimes quite noisy too...after the prize giving ceremony, we ended that night with some dances...everyone busy taking photos and some dancing...that day is also one of my classmates birthday so we gave her a surprise party...hehehe...what a wonderful days...that event suppose to end at 10pm but 11pm only the event really end...even though the party ended at 11pm but i 2am only back to my home...hahaha...after the party ended, we went to K-box in Taiping Central...just imagine wearing formal clothes and walk around...haha...of course we became the main attraction to everyone...luckily Tee Xin and I went with few guys...if just we two then we rather stay at home...hehehe...i shall end my words here...all the memories that happened will be kept in my mind forever...will be remember forever...hehehe...

Graduation night coming soon...

As graduation night coming soon its shows that we, the Upper Six 2009 are going to face the STPM and also means we are going to graduate!!!! This event can be consider as 1 of the grand event for the Form Six students...sigh...i shall feeling excited for the day but my feeling was moody...first is because i am having financial problem now and i don't have any dress for that event...my mum call me not to go to the party if we don't have any suitable dress but i don't want to miss that day...it will be one of the memorable day...sigh...i am searching for a solution now...May God come out with a perfect solution for me...honestly say i really don't want to look odd at that graduation night...really pray hard to God...i use to dream of someone giving me money now? although the chances is =0.01%, i do hope this dream can come true...hahaha...Serena!!!Stop Dreaming k!!!!...hahahaha...

A Tough Life To Go...

First of all, thanks very much to all my beloved friends who are always by my side to support me...THANKS A LOT YA...hehe...don't worry i am feeling much better now...i know i still have a long way to go...i must always be ready to face any challenge that are coming...oh ya i retake my MUET exam end of this year...i am not satisfied with my result..sometimes i do believe that everything u do not only need the determination and hardworking but must also have the luck...maybe i am having bad luck recently...bad mood will make everything turn bad...i know i have to learn from mistakes...got to brave up myself...finally i realize that money is really an important thing in our lives...without money u can't do anything...sometimes i do ask God why was Him giving me so many obstacles especially this year,the year for STPM? Why? Can anyone tell me why? Why can't i face it next year? i am really hope time pass faster...after STPM, i will work hard to earn more and more money for my family and also for myself...May God Bless me...so that i will be able to go through this year...

Brave up Serena!!!!

i have played a lot times the quiz asking what your horoscope means? what ur birthday means? and after all i found out that this is true to myself..what written here is quite true...

What Is The Meaning Of Your Birthday?
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon.You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication.You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a business person. You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a man, you tend to get involve infights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You make a well-balanced person.

I saw in many TV show stated that whenever u faced any sad things, don't think so much, wash your face and sleep early, tomorrow when you wake up, it will be a brand new day again...i try yesterday...before i fall sleep, i pray to God's once more...the next day i wake up, i feel refresh back...my energy to face the challenge is back to me now...sigh...maybe people will think i am a weird person as i do think myself is weird...i can feel very very miserable for 1 day and the next day this feeling just vanished...unbelievable right...hehehe...anyway life goes on...i can't just die like that...my family needs me and i am sure i am going to miss my family and my friends too...hehehe...so don't worry i am fine now...i have to regain back my energy as just left few more months to go...i know the next challenge might even be much much worse but i got to be well prepare to face it...always be ready...hehehe...

Everything is in God's hand...

My computer got virus and made me can't online for few days...as most people shall know what happen recently...that is the MUET result...i can't believe i got band 3 for my MUET...i don't know what happen also...recently i had been facing a lots of problems...a lots...so much that i hardly can survive anymore...i can considered this year as my toughest year...i am very fatigue now...my strength had been used up...i just hope every unlucky things that happen to me will end soon...i can't bear it anymore...pray hard to God...i am very scared i get depression...i try not to...when i knew bout my MUET result...at that time, my feeling was blank...i so hope i can remain that kind of feeling...neither cry nor relieve...its just blank...but when i was at school, seeing most of my friends...my feeling suddenly feel so down...almost thought of commit suicide and every pain just end...why i got band 3?...i thought i answered that paper quite well...i just don't know why everything turn so bad...i know life is full with happiness and sadness but why am i have been facing so many sadness...where have my happiness gone?...i am trying to regain my strength back..my strength to study for STPM...my strength to live through this year... astrologist said that this year is a good year for horse but i can't get any good things at all...i have tried to console myself but i don't know why this time this doesn't help anything...maybe i use to console myself to lead a happy life and this time i just can't accept anymore...i feel that i am telling a lie to myself...i lied to myself that everything is going to be fine...maybe stress that cause everything but how am i going to release my stress when everything happen to me is bad...not even a good thing i received...false hope...sigh...i envy my fiends...i can say most of my friends...seeing them got good result, lead a life without worries, doesn't really study hard but can get a good result, get to eat and sleep well...i really envy them...i so hope i can have this kind of life but i know only dreams can help me...too many challenge i have to face...i don't know when everything is going to be fine...i just hope that at least God's can give me some time to rest...i need to rest enough to face more and more challenge that is coming...i know i can do it...for one more time i told to myself "i know i can do it, i have to face it no matter what also"...brave up myself...that's my advice to myself...sigh...

Get well soon...

Just drop by to say that my wound are getting better now...
Last Tuesday, 30 June 2009, i went to the hospital to take out my stitches...
although this time will be my second time, i never thought it would be so pain...
so much more pain than my first time...plus from the way the nurse take out my stitches, oh my goodness, it made me feel more pain...hahaha..
anyway now my wound are getting better...hope that the scar won't be that obvious and i shall becareful in the future when handling sharp things...hahaha...